To Mods: This is actually metaphysical related. ^_^
I recently found my twin flame, well...technically I found her 5 months ago but it was recently that the seal was closed on any doubts I had. Fate has
somehow brought us together, our personality and interests are almost the same. However, to my disappointment, she was already taken. (Please trust
me, I know my reasons as to why I know she is who she is I just don't want to go through every evidence that I have gone through again).
Every detail of strange events that were completely supernatural in nature Ive pondered upon and were literally slaps in the face when ever I said
"It cant be her". I guess I was in Denial at first because I always thought twin flames were meant to fall for each other upon meeting or were ready
for each other. Unfortunately this is not the case. And according to this blog, it explains things a bit more clearer.
Twin Flames information source:
Many people idealize and romanticize the concept of the Twin Flame ... however, the Union of the Twin Flame is carefully orchestrated by the Divine
Mind ... for the bringing together of the Harmonic Overtones has a direct and exponential frequency impact through all dimensions and planes of this
local Universe. Do not expect candlelight dinners and bouquets of roses in this union ... that is not its purpose. This is a union which transcends
all definitions of male/female unions on this planet.
The Divine purpose for the union of the Twin Flame is to create the Harmonic Intonation of Completion and to be at service ... planetary service,
cosmic service and universal service. Thus, personal preferences, relationships and perceived obligations may be thrust aside so that absolute service
to the Divine Plan becomes the ONLY reality of the Twin Flame. When we take the Twin Flame beyond the human perception ... we see the potential of a
tremendous force of Divine Action.
Before I get to the above information. My search for my twin flame officially began at age 17, I am 29 now. Through a Dream I had of her. I even
went as far as to draw her after I dream t of her, and that image stuck with me for a long time. Search after search after search for nearly 12
years. There were times I even gave up the search and just passed it out as a figment of my imagination.
Then this year, I was lead by my intuition to this one website where I thought I would find her. At first I didn't find her, I was on that website
for nearly 2 months (maybe more) before I had my encounter with her the very first time. When she showed me pics of her, My first thought was, this
was strangely familiar, but I tried not to get much into it. (I really didn't, I mean think about it, it sounds crazy doesn't it?)
But as time went by, the more I talked with her, the more I began to see our deep connections. As I mentioned, I was in denial because of the fact
that she was already taken, and in a way, it tore me apart, but something else happened that I have never experienced with anyone else in my entire
life. My heart began to "Purr".
Sounds odd doesn't it? After countless of supernatural occurrences which are heavily related to telepathy, I had to admit it right there that she was
who she was and I had to accept it. The concept of true love is there, however, this is where my own personal battle vs self comes into play. You see,
Ive been having this duality battle for a long time. Part of me is content that I found her in the first place and I was glad that she wasn't just a
figment of my imagination. But the other part of me was torn apart because I couldn't have her.
In her case however, she acknowledges that there is a powerful connection between me and her, BUT she doesn't feel like I am her Twin Flame. But yet
she displays the same symptoms I felt except for the "Purr". And I started to wonder why. All it took to understand why she didn't acknowledge this
was to simply look within myself to understand and i found my answer.
How would I feel if I am in a steady relationship and all of a sudden my twin flame appears? The stress related to it would be nearly unbearable. You
see she had already built her castle with her current relationship. So I thought a moment, how would I feel? The answer was this, I would feel
threatened because this endangers the castle I worked hard to build. So I understood why. However, there is something I didn't know which brings me to
the quote i posted from the website above.
It seems the Twin flame role is to serve the divine plan of the creator. What that is I do not know, but everything happens for a reason and it
seems Ironic that the encounter occurred right when there is heavy talk of Ascension. So I may have a clue.
But then there is also this quote.
We strongly suggest that one not jump out of a current relationship and immediately attempt a Twin Flame Union. The energetic link of the former
relationship needs to be dismantled and all inharmonious frequencies associated with it need to come into equilibrium. Thereafter, a time-frame for
frequency alignment of the Twin Flame needs to be a consideration. You do not want to bring old baggage into this union ... Why? This is very
important ... because when the Twin Flame comes together ... Everything is Amplified!
Now I began to understand things a bit better. It seems fate decided to put us together at a time when there would be a lot of challenges to overcome
and I know she has her own personal challenge as well because of her relationship. It seems both our challenges is ego related.
Strangely enough as I talk about her she just came online. this very moment lol.
Anywho, it seems the concept of a twin flame is a huge challenge in itself. But one thing I know, is that I feel complete when I talk with her. But
I am giving her space and time to figure things out on her own. To be honest, her position must be a really difficult one. But no matter what
happens, I will stick by her side, until fate or her decide otherwise.
I love her. Even if she marries and has children of her own. I know, that our love transcends dimensions, I may not have her in this lifetime. But I
know we will be together in the next. And it's time I accepted that.
I Hope you found this an interesting read and found it knowledge-full through my own experience. It hurts yes, but somehow, the love I feel, overcomes
that pain. Now I just need my ego to shut it lol.
Share your thoughts on this, and let me know if you had similar experiences. I would love to hear your stories.
edit on 7-10-2011 by RisenAngel77 because: (no reason given)