Originally posted by PunchingBag80
I'm feeling this thread, and I don't say that very often. I have a very self-defeating mind set sometimes, most of the time actually. It's feels
odd when I try to boost my confidence or feel good about things. I have lazy aspects about myself and have been working on it, yet still I have things
go wrong. My classes are uninteresting and my grades are hurting because I'm uninspired to do the work. Just now, when I was reading some threads on
here I tried to close my eyes and picture myself somewhere else. Then I got the quickening. Does anyone know what I mean by the quickening??
You mean that time has speed up. Nobody talks about it at my work except to say it's because we are older but I haven't had anyone say it's slow
that i can remeber. Time is flying past so damn fast. Change is also in the air. I have had the biggest changes in my life this year and for me it's
all good now. I hit rock bottom and bounces back higher than I have ever been. And since people is going crazy all over the world it don't seem to be
only me. I have this feeling that I want to quit my job and if nothing major have happened in the next 2 months I probably will. But I don't have any
fear at all at what is happening. Maybe it will hurt a little but we need the change. Think of it as a death of the old and rebirth of something new.
I think we a witnessing something that will be talked about for a long time.