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Originally posted by SmoKeyHaZe
reply to post by Shirak
It's not that I don't want to do something different, or don't want to embrace change...
It's just that, that situation I'm in at the moment is a pretty emotional one..Where every single day, of every minute I'm being reminded of my mistakes. For this reason, I feel like I'm stuck in a rut..& so I tend to lash out & act negatively.
But like I said, because of the situation I'm in, it has caused a very negative & bad atmosphere, which in turn, causes me to behave in a bitter & negative manner.
Originally posted by User8911
For me, it's not a matter of "I can" or "I can't", it's always "I could".
There are many things I could do, I have unimaginable number of talents and high above normal intelligence and it's a total shame that I don't use it more then I do now. It's not that I don't want to or feel I can't, because I have everything inside me to succeed in almost anything I try.
Sadly, everything that I would like to aim for is blocked by the same thing constantly :
I don't have money and I don't have contacts.
And since I don't want anyone to care about what I write down, I will say that I make good music...there, I just put my post in a coffin. Whenever I talk about my music, people magically don't read. It's like I am cursed lol
It sucks because I know I can, I just need a little helping hand.
Originally posted by SmoKeyHaZe
reply to post by apushforenlightment
Thanks for the positive words...It means a lot.
Hopefully I get to that point in my life, where I can actually enjoy life...Just feel very withdrawn at the moment.
Originally posted by ItsEvolutionBaby
Have you ever heard of EFT tapping?
David Childerly has a range of videos, this one is cool, we think, anyway
Originally posted by Buford2
The time for all of us is changing. We are waking up to the truth. I am so surprised to find this post tonight and one last night about the Ninth Wave of Consciousness. Everyone on this thread is very positive and that is such a change for forums with so many different thought patterns.
I woke up after hitting rock bottom about one year ago. I was a puppet much like my profile avatar. Everyone is a puppet until we wake up and it looks like we are all doing it together. We are one if you believe we are nothing but vibrating energy. Our power follows where our mind goes. We are about to be free. I just hope more people outside this forum figure out that the negative thoughts and lifestyle choices are causing all the problems in their lives. When I started meditating I saw a new side of life. This was after I came off all the prescription poison the drug dealers in white coats were telling me I must take in order to live a good life. My life was hell for ten years until I started using natural herbs and dropping all the fast food poisons we are served daily. Life is so interesting now that I have begun mediating, using positive thinking, Crystals healing, and Reiki energy healing. Once you feel Chi coming out of your hands it will open your eyes to an entire new world. We are creators and the Elite know this. They also realize when enough wake to this they will be finished. No one will be a slave anymore.