posted on Oct, 1 2011 @ 07:11 PM
Okay, so I wasn't going to post at first, but I just want to say this:
To the OP (second op, the daughter)
I know your mom has been in the hospital and under doctors care, and that they are running tests, etc. but it really sounded like your mom might have
been considering suicide, or at least thought she was going to die. The way she was talking to you, making the pies, telling you she loved you and
your brothers...this is the behavior of someone who doesn't plan on being there themselves to say and do.
I am hoping you told the doctors about her behavior recently and especially last night so they ran a toxicology lab. One thing you may not have
thought to do, is look through her bathroom, medicine cabinet, garbage can, etc. for any pill bottles. If you find one, count how many are
left...then figure out (based on the prescription date and dosage) how many should be in there. Bring any pill bottles, etc. to the hospital so they
know what to look for. Quite often, unless they know what to look for they may not figure out what kind of drugs are in her system.
This may be an example of how the internet and yes, ATS, can sometimes feed a persons mental illness. If your mom really wasn't sleeping for several
days, this could have caused a chemical imbalance in her brain that can lead to very real, dangerous changes that can be life-threatening. This dream
may have been a symptom rather than a cause of the problem.
I hope your mom is okay....and yes, I am going on the assumption that this is real. If it isn't, no harm done. If it is, better to have tried to