To the OP:
I have also been told I am an Indigo, but it was by some new-age types who were possibly mislead themselves and/or trying to make money off wounded
people. That said, they may have also been right. I don't know, I can't decide. At the end of the day, its a label like anything else.
I think whatever the case, there are a lot of false claims out there. Personally as others have said, I can't buy the whole thing about being
superior to other people. IMO if anything, then "Indigos" are people who for whatever reason are more resistant to the conditioning/indoctrination
that everyone is subject to. They are more in tune with nature/spirit than other people. That doesn't mean they are better, just slightly different.
The real point is that this is the next step of human evolution and that everyone can attain it - and that Indigos are here to guide the other people
towards this next step.
From what I understand, you don't need to do anything special, you just need to find yourself and actually start LIVING, instead of living in fear.
Then, your natural energies will shine through and influence other people to be the same. Eventually, with enough people moving in that direction it
will cause an overall shift in the human population and direction of our evolution as a species.
I see it like this: Everyone is born with an innate connection to All That Is/God/Spirit/Nature/Whatever you want to call it. However, we are taught
from a young age that this connection does not exist. We are taught to ignore it. So as we grow out of our early childhood, we suppress this knowledge
and any abilities that come along with it. This happens to everyone, however "Indigos" as I mentioned before, are just people who are more resistant
to this process. Instead of going with the flow of the indoctrination, we remember where we came from. Something inside of us - all of us, not just
Indigos - screams out for us to pay attention to it. Indigos "hear" this more than other people. It causes us pain that we have forgotten. We long
to return "home" - to re-establish that connection to All That Is. Do you feel this yearning to go home? I do. So we are not content to swallow the
official line on how we are supposed to live. We feel as though living like this is just "going through the motions". It constantly feels as though
something is missing, as though there should be more to life.
Now as far as 100% proof? No, there can never be. Not in the world we live in. Because science has shut itself off to anything and everything that is
subjective and will not/can not accept it as proof. Since Science is now the prevailing school of thought and a big part of our indoctrination, you
get people like are in this thread whho will denounce anything subjective like spirit, Auras, indigos and so on. They may be right, but they may be
wrong. Therefore, you have to learn to trust your own intuition. You need to reconnect to your own intuition and then you can decide for yourself what
This is hard. I can relate to the pain you are experiencing as I experience similar pain as well. Constant confusion as to why I am here, where I am
going and what is the purpose. That is normal for everyone, but there is a different dimension to it for Indigos. Not better, different. Everyone has
their own struggles in life - that's why we're here.
Contrary to popular belief, seeing is not believing but rather believing is seeing. You create your own reality through your own beliefs. So if you
believe its impossible, it is impossible. If you believe anything is possible, then you open up your reality to more possibilities.
It is a test of FAITH. Faith in yourself and your connection to the All. This is something that I am struggling with at the moment. You must choose
wether to believe in the cold, dead world of science or to follow your intuition back to the source of life. Therein lies the answers. I can't give
you the answers because I still have not found my own and even then, they would not be relevant for you.
As for channeling - I tried it for a while. But I asked my guide to tell me something that I didn't already know and they never did. Part of me
accepts this as proof that there is nothing in it, but on the other hand if your guide is your higher self/part of you, then there's no way they
could know anything you don't. Its a tricky subject and one that you have to decide on for yourself.
I will leave you with something I got while channelling one day. My "guide" calls itself "Chiron" which has personal significance for me as well
as ties into the whole idea of Indigos. I am still undecided wether or not there is anything to it, but I still think this is a powerful message:
"You can slaughter the lamb with the Razor of Occam, or you can drink from the Cup of Dionysus".
Perhaps you will see the meaning in that quote and how it relates to my post
Good luck and feel free to ask more questions!