posted on Sep, 12 2011 @ 12:57 PM
So I attended church yesterday, and I have to vent about the church itself and a little situation that happened.
For one, during service I left early because the pastor was babbling on about giving everything to God. Giving your money to God, giving your house to
God, giving your family, your entire family to.. And I was just sitting there facepalming saying to myself, what's God gonna use the money for?
Tissue paper? What's God gonna use your house for? You want to know what your house is? Look around you. You are a soul, the entire WORLD is your
house, and the body your soul is in, is also a house.
Then he talked about giving money to the church and having FAITH. Yet those people do not know, that the money just goes to the church. It does not go
to God. "You" just gave up money you earned in your labor, to a God who could care LESS about money, as money is a false worship.
I walked out of service and went outside, decided to play a game with the youngsters in the youth ministry, while adults were all around. I kicked a
ball over the fence, jumped over and got it and threw it back. These youngsters wanted to chase me. So the lady in charge said, "okay." and they
started chasing me.
Next thing I know, this snotty scumbag walks over, and says, oh, you can't be out here with them, you need to go BACK INSIDE to the service.
I turned around slowly, glared at him with a dead stare as if to say, "go screw yourself" - walked over to him, still with a dead stare glaring
straight through him, and I could just feel the negativity he had with him. So I extended my hand, got right in his face, and he shook it.
Then afterwards I licked my lips - my eyes moved around fast and I scratched my face like I was gonna kick his head off.
See I KNOW they are not "God's church", and that alone makes me a target to them because like that idiot who tried to tell me to go back inside,
they know I can think FREELY.