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Originally posted by JackHill
OP how old are you? What do you think is the time frame until these events happen?
Originally posted by curious7
reply to post by sailormon
Showing another how to be more spiritual, forgiving, kind? Perhaps that.
Sailormon, as always it's been a pleasure to read your posts, especially on this subject matter.
I too have had "visions" of things that happened years later exactly as I saw them and each and every time, it's a wonderful surprise to see.
I have to admit too that although it's nothing to do with your posts here, I have felt that while I still maintain some of my old self such as hatred of some things or people, it's lessened itself to the point where if I once held something in low regard and insulted because of annoyance, these days I tend to just tune out or ignore something (perhaps getting wiser and more mature as I grow older more than anything spiritual but you never know).
I enjoyed coming to ATS because even if a conspiracy theory was crazy, it was still fairly entertaining to read and perhaps see something that would change my mind but lately I don't mind skipping this forum for a few days because of the feeling I get that the things we hold as major conspiracies (9/11 and JFK to name just two) are really not conspiracies at all and are just exactly as we were told officially. That terrorists attacked US property to instill fear in the world and that a lone gunman with a grudge shot a President with a rifle. Nothing more to it.
Know the feeling I get with that? A weird feeling like sure, some people will try to look too deeply into those events because they're missing out on something in their own lives and wish to find an answer as to why and how those things happened because their own lives are unfulfilled and meaningless to them so they ignore evidence and fact so they can feel as if they belong to a cause.
Meanwhile people such as myself and yourself along with your wife and some other members here possibly get the feeling that we're above all of that, spiritually fulfilled and while still learning and growing, have the tools we need to elevate into higher realms to become those who don't need to return and relive lives on this planet any more if you believe in the whole reincarnation deal.
Without giving too much away about myself, it seems like my entire life has been based on making others feel good about themselves and have fun while I myself am depressed and miserable and barely able to even see the breadline let alone live on it but at the same time feeling fantastic like I'm about to be rewarded big time for what I've done for other people. I don't even have any friends because every time I make new friends, I seem to occupy their time for a few years, make them feel good about something and inspire them somehow and then they disappear while new friends come into the mix (since the last friend cycle, I haven't had any for a few months now but I have helped my new girlfriend feel better about herself since we first got talking early this year).
Makes losing friends all the stranger when the entire time we're hanging out and talking, they all have mentioned what a nice guy I am. Maybe my mission and purpose on Earth is to make them feel good about their lives while having nothing for myself?