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Originally posted by thepixelgarden
I'm not sure if this belongs here, but I feel like I'm ranting, so it's where I'm putting it. I'm so freaking bored, and it's wearing me down. But it's not that there's nothing to do or learn.
See, the problem is that I've been going through my own "awakening" over the past few months, and I've turned into a cup that can never be filled. I'm constantly studying new subjects. Everything from 9-11 being an inside job, to the illuminati influence in the media, to everything being vibrations. It's all new, and it's all terribly interesting.
So ofcourse, sometimes I get burnt out and I feel like I need to unplug. So I try to give myself some r&r. The problem is that I'm finding that nothing satisfies like it used to. Not music, tv, video games, etc. I immediately get bored because I feel like I've experienced it all before, just packaged differently. Even hobby-related stuff is boring, like composing music, drawing, writing stories, paperfolding, graphic designing, etc. It's almost like I've lost the ability to enjoy things.
Plus, on top of not getting satisfaction from recreation, I feel a constant pull to get back to researching. Has anybody else had this problem? If so, what did you do about it?edit on 9-9-2011 by thepixelgarden because: (no reason given)