On 9/11 I was going through the worst time of my life , as I was suffering from something that I don't even know has a name. I was going through a
period that was basically a 3 month panic attack that was non-stop and the only time I fell asleep was due to absolute exhaustion and the only time I
felt some relief was the first few minutes after I awoke.
THREE MONTHS!!! I damn near ended my life because I did not think it would end ..... but it did eventually... After begging and crying for my life and
finding some way to help myself (NO help from doctors).
On the morning of September 11, 2001 I was awakened from yet another bad night's sleep by a family member, after passing out from exhaustion, on the
couch in the living room.
I was told that I HAD to get up and "see this". And there I awoke to see one of the twin towers burning. I COULD NOT believe my eyes! I had just awoke
but could not fathom what I was looking at. I was filled with a sense of disbelief.
I have followed many conspiracies before-hand but could not help but feel the shock as I watched the first WTC burn following an impact from an impact
from an airliner!
At first I thought "damn! I can't believe an airliner hit the WTC!".
Then the channel I was watching (CNN) panned to another plane. I immediately thought "NO WAY". Then it happened ...... another plane struck the other
I was in such dis-belief as to what I had just witnessed. I just watched two airliners just hit the twin towers. The funny thing is is that even
though I had been a long time follower of conspiracies, I did not, at the moment, expect foul play.
I sat there on the couch and watched the events unfold, NEVER EVER thinking that the towers would fall.... and then they did. WHAT A SHOCK!
I spent the next three days watching the news and seeing the aftermath and hearing testimony from survivors. I never thought that what I saw was a
conspiracy until the U.S. invaded Iraq.
The first time I ever saw an invasion (live) was during the the Kuwait war.
During the time of that war I remember seeing a local soldier spitting in the face of an American solder (who kept his cool) and was trying to provoke
an incident. Shortly after that point, I remember seeing (in night-vision) cruise missiles being launched from U.S. ships.
I honestly never thought I would see that again. That was until 9/11 2001. As soon as I saw that first tower go down I knew that we were at war. It
wasn't until later that I realized that the whole thing was set up.
Shortly after it was announced that we were at war I discovered the PNAC (Project for a New American Century). I was into a lot of conspiracies but
NEVER thought that my neighbor to the south would have such "world" visions. Yet... here we are.
It's been a long trek.....I knew that the world was in for big changes since I was young kid back in the early 90's but I never would have thought
that this would be in the direction towards the "Armageddon" that many of us have feared over the years .... Yet here it is.
I feel for humanity and yearn for peace. I think we deserve peace, under a truthful and benign government.
A fourth generation Canadian,
PS Oh damn .... this is a thread for people who were actually there! Damn, sorry.
edit on 8-9-2011 by AeonStorm because: sp + added