Originally posted by digihome92
reply to post by sailormon
What do you mean by in your case you've gone beyond that?
We, my wife and I have had communications, usually when spaced out like you are when and obe starts. I have had these quite a number of times and
recently witnessed my wife doing this and fighting the taking in which I had nearly an hour of lost time, anyhow lately seems to be in the astral but
contact none the less. I have even witnessed her pregnancy years ago which was impossible and then she remembered the it being taken from her, I
monitored the whole event, I am a medic and and biologist.
Lately I have finally gotten so tired of this struggle that while in pain and an inability to tolerate any type of pain medication humans can take, I
was stressed out and to the point of breaking. Then in a short two days, I had these supportive visions. Like I said, I have been out of body, it
was not the same, this more real than this assistance. Also understand, I am not a religious man, I am a seeker and watcher. I will paste here
Aug 21, 11
I was reminded of this as I wrote the above. I was in one of those in and out stages stress due to pain.
I was floating in the atmosphere, as it was beautiful blue with soft clouds. Just above me was a female in an all-white gown which would be described
as angelic. Partially around her was this shimmering shape of an alabaster window and she going through this to a high realm, she had paused and was
looking down at me. I know the window was a portal by the way.
She was of few words and those she said triggered many questions. She told me, “I have shown you the way and now I am free to go”. If you show
another, (meaning how to get to this portal) you too will be free to go”.
One feeling I had was this, It was not easy getting to this place and I was damn tired, yet, I could not move beyond without first showing another.
Now what am I supposed to show, or how I to know the subtle meanings here am. Also this, I am tired, but there is still work to be done even though
energy is being drained.
This next one illustrates to me that there are layers of ascension and contact, there are higher beings and then there are those not much more than
ourselves, they just play with bigger toys.
August 23, 11
I just had a powerful and emotional vision and wow, did it open the flood gate.
I was standing with a higher source looking over this featureless landscape of white and gray. A few hundred yards away was this soul in the shape of
a man, slumped forward with his arms clutching his body as though to gain strength. This soul was white in color and glowed, yet was in distress.
It’s white color showed that he was of a higher level, yet completely exhausted and spent.
The other and myself went forward and then I could also feel hostility of sorts, he was lost within. Then beside me, this ribbon of cloth, one with
light hues and seemed to glow and have a life of its own. The man’s head was down in sadness or being tired, I am not sure, but he was messed up
and gone as far as one can go. The cloth, about 2’ wide floated by him and around, several leisurely times. Then it pulled and shrunk until he was
swathed in this shimmering cloth. Then as the man seemed to shrink as into a cocoon while the now free end came up from the front, over his head as
would a mother do with a blanket.
Then this higher being that was there, and I could not see, but knew, reached out and held the now little child and filled it with love which I feel
to my depths while writing. It was as though the child which is each of us gets drained and can be fulfilled.
This last I will add, as the vision is still delivering energy. This whole thing was without words, yet the emotions that came with it were nothing
but hope and good; emotions like these I cannot successfully write down. I hope others don’t know, but I came out of it crying and it normally
would not be me.
Just re-reading this opens floodgates to love and hope, and yes tears a day later, we are not alone, we are gathered up and renewed, we are also damn
brave being for experiencing all this.