posted on Aug, 25 2011 @ 11:46 AM
Originally posted by daikaiju
Ok my friends, what was it that made you think that all is not right with things, i.e. TPTB,Government, UFOs, yadda yadda.
For example, when I read Behold a Pale Horse for the first time it freaked me out and got me thinking and researching about conspiracies and opened my
eyes to what was really going on.
What was your moment?
Even as a child I had seen controlled demolitions on TV. When I saw 9/11 footage everything was surreal and it all seemed off to me somehow (I was in
HS). I am guessing a lot of us felt the same way because of all of the threads on the subject, but holy hell. That day was so weird, so surreal, so
crazy. Gas lines were 10 cars thick. Traffic everywhere, school closures, the news everything. Then there was the videos and the half explanations,
and none of it seemed plausible. It was and still is crazy. It changed me in a lot of ways.
But when it comes to everyday life on earth, I had a bad/great drug trip that made me view life a lot differently, and since then things have not
seemed quite right. I can explain it in words, but that wont do anything for you or explain anything. We learn through experience not words, and
that one experience completely changed my worldview. I do not do drugs anymore or "explore." If you want to be a functioning member of the society
then I cannot and never will recommend any drugs what-so-ever (even alcohol and smokes).
It was less than a minute in my life, and life has never been the same. It was a dream while I was awake, but it wasn't me. It was someone else
living as me. I saw my past, my future, my everything and what it meant and why it doesn't matter. Since then everything has seemed off. It is a
game. It is like a ride at an amusement park if you will. It sounds vague, because it is...and it has to be...until you take that step off a cliff
and never really fully come back. You then see the line for what it is. You see life for what it is. Everyone else is in an ordered line, and you,
well you are now outside that line wondering why people would stand in the line. They look at you like you are crazy and you look at them the same
way...because it is a line...it is order. Get back in line. You can't anymore though. You are done with lines. That line leads nowhere.
This may have all been a subliminal thought I hadn't realized I held induced by the drugs, but either way it was very real for me and it was still in
my consciousness. It was there whether I realized it or not, whether I was ready or not. It was in there somewhere and it was shown to me on the big
screen of my mind...probably before I was ready for it...
Has anyone else experienced anything like this?
edit on 25-8-2011 by adraves because: (no reason given)