The things you speak of are already known to me,watching for these involuntary "Tells" has been a habit of mine for quite some time.
It has become somewhat tiring over the years having always to watch and beware of everything around me,and feels like a symptom of some sort of mental
illness at times.
I begin to wonder if there isn't any real delineation between mental illness and mental wellness,and there are always those psychopaths who think they
are in a position to decide which is which,and then who am I to decide who is a psychopath........
I think there is some kind of mass insanity sweeping this world,like people enjoy being afraid of their own shadow,like they like to be afraid of
And then it comes down to how little people really have to do to survive,I think an awful lot of being addicted to being afraid is that there really
isn't all that much to living these days.
Like it's just something to do to keep busy.
The Dalai Lama, when asked what surprised him most about humanity, answered “Man…. Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then
he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he
does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived.”
This world is killing us all,and we love it.
This isn't the world I want,and it won't change with the people we all trust,who run it,running it.
I don't trust anyone,but you have to trust someone,and sometimes one cannot even trust one's self,and that's the only one,one can trust
edit on 23-10-2012 by MyHappyDogShiner because: stupidly failed to proofread before posting