Small got up stupidly early this morning, so I sat down with her while she was playing.
She asked if there were ''any more messages'' so I played her the Kiev video.
She said it was ''not the same noise'', and looked confused.
Then she asked ''Is anyone digging?''
She debunked a few as ''not being the same'' then we got caught out by the one that's been posted as 'revelation trumpets' but features a
george michael song, and she laughed her socks off and said ''There's no message in that. At all''
I asked her again, if she can't understand the language, how she can tell that it's a 'message'
This time instead of being sad that she couldn't understand the language, she got visibly upset, and said ''I don't know', I don't know how, I
just can tell' several times.
I asked her why it upset her and she said;
"I can't make you believe me. It's in the 'eee' noise. Like a song. (Long pause) I don't know how I know. My friend heard it as well. Up in the
sky. He said they are intergalactic. What does intergalactic mean?"
(She asked the same question last night)
Then she announced she didn't want to talk about it anymore;
"I thought I know what it said. but if I can't understand their language then I can't know can I? I just heard about love. Is it bad?"
I told her it wasn't bad, and said she didn't have to talk about it anymore, but promised to play her any new 'messages' that 'come on the
I told her that I believed her, and then gave her a yogurt.
She believes that the message comes from the higher pitch.
She's discussing it with her friend, who says he has heard the noises too.
She said she thought she heard it on the park two days ago, but then when she listened she knew it was a plane in the sky ''going on holiday'' (so
she can distinguish between the weird noise, and a plane.. good start lol)
I asked her to try and draw me pictures of what she can hear, or whoever is making the noise, but she gave me that look of disbelief only children can
do, and said ''I can hear them, I don't know what the people LOOK LIKE''
So she drew a kitten instead.
I know it's frustrating, and I know you want more, and I would love for her to sit down and give me a translation word for word, of what she thinks
it's saying, but she can't and I'm not pushing her because she can't understand the link between; Not understanding the language, but still
hearing a message.
It's making her doubt herself, and worry about me believing her.
I wont have that.
Someone asked how hard it was to just sit her down and question her, and I know people must think I don't know how to communicate with her, but
really, I don't consider it important enough to push the issue until she's worried about getting cross examined.
She's going away now with her grandparents.
If she mentions it to them, I will tell you about it.
Other than that, I'll be on here talking to you, but she's not here so I can't try any new fangled ways to see if she'll open up.
I just want to drop it, and let her come to me, if she has anything to add.
She's back on weds, and I'm going to miss her like anything..