posted on Aug, 20 2004 @ 12:12 AM
hello, im new here, and have been browsing for some time now. im dave, and im in this with my dad. here's our story:
here is some very breif information on how we met. my name is david. i lived in Massachusetts for 16 years of my life. i was a very truent child in
school, and misbehaved a lot. my biological father died of cancer when i was young, that didn't help very much. as things got worse, i was assigned a
social worker, who is my father today. i'll spare the readers the story for another time.
since i was a little boy, since i can remember, i have always been deeply intrigued by the dead, death itself and angels. most of the time, when i go
to sleep at night, i find myself waking up talking to someone. they are always new people, and not once ever the same. i thought these were intense
dreams, untill i recently found a way to do it conciously. yes, while i was awake and aware. im not a schitso because i can tell the different, and i
don't have two personalities. i can control this. the most simplistic way i can put this is by saying that i have figured out there are open doors
within my mind. it's like answering a telephone, and most of the time it is someone different calling. i can't stop it from ringing, but i can
decide whether or not to pick it up. people come to visit me, in my mind, and i talk with them. there is no voice, i just happen to know what they are
saying. they are always dead people, never people from the future. it's like i have become a place on the highway to stop for these people. but it's
all in my mind. they tell me they're story but get offended or pissed off when i ask about heavan or a god. i guess this is the shade of gray in
which the dead are, before they are judged to go to hell or heavan. sometimes i will start day dreaming and they will come knocking at my minds door.
just recently my dad and i figured out we both have the same experiance. neither of us are bull#ting each other, tears and love don't lie. i know
this is real, and i know this is true. my father and i have an extremely close bond. let me tell you about an experiance, an experiance in which
created the bond that will last forever, and shows just how creative lifes plan is. the other night, my family got way out of hand. my mom was telling
me her problems left and right in her marriage, which is in no way my responcibility. as great as my brother is, he wasn't helping the situation by
his sarcastic and rude remarks, but that's okay, because he's my brother. my father on the other hand was doing the worst out of all of us. we have
all had these days where we feel like we're defeated. thrown down and can't get back up. paralized by whatever it may be. all of the sudden, i felt
a strong urge to straiten things out. after i got the family to like each other again, my father and i had a long discussion. a discussion in which
lead to us talking about our minds ability to communicate with the dead. it's almost fate. chaos' theorie plays a role in this. there's more to it
than the information i have given you, so lets put this in a classic linear time format. the beginning, if my mother never told me all her issues, i
wouldn't have cared enough to straiten things out. if my brother wasn't being an ass it wouldn't have lead up to the point of me sitting the family
down and talking, and if my father never said anything to me about feeling down none of this would have happened in the first place. nature, or life,
put he and i in his room for a reason, to have the talk we had. shortly after i got everyone in the room, the dog barked at my mother. my mom is
afraid of the dog, which lead her to sleep in the other room. my brother was sent up stairs before he was about to walk out of the room; for being a
wise ass. i have noticed, the little things that happened, lead to my father and i having our conversation.
he started telling me about the things he experiances in his everyday life, in which are some of the exact same things i go through. accept he has it
more fine tuned and it happends to him frequently. after sharing each of our experiances, we succeeded unbelievably. there is much more to share, and
many questions to be answered. we're wondering, is there anyone else out there, that has this happening to them?