posted on Aug, 21 2011 @ 04:40 PM
It may be best described as similar to cracks in the windshield of a car.
[atsimg]http://files.abovetopsecret.com/images/member/cff82f25428f.jpg[/atsimg]
[color=SkyBlue]It was not something that occurred in any single moment or event. It began with tiny fractures here and there. At first, many were not
even noticeable, but they never go away. It may take years, but the fractures will continue to spread and deepen.
Eventually, it becomes impossible for them to remain intact. That is when it all begins crumbling. Not all of the pieces are lost. Some pieces are
easily found. However, even though you still have them, they will never again fit together as precisely as they had in the past. Also along with that,
there are several pieces that are never to be found again.
Once the falling apart process has began, there is no possibility at all, for it ever to be the same as it once had been. Of course, certain pieces
will return to a similar state, but never exactly the same.
The fractures began when the mind was still innocent. There were several years between the time that the fractures first became apparent, until it
actually broke.
None of that really matters much now though. As I already stated, it will never again be the same as it once was. The name was fitting when I first
chose it. Since that time, it has only become more and more appropriate.
I am positive, that it will continue to do so.
[color=999999]P.S. I just saved that image a few days ago. At the time, I had idea why I wanted to save it. Now I know.