posted on Mar, 23 2012 @ 11:19 PM
I'm not quite sure if what I have experienced many times is full on (or at all) sleep paralysis.
I'll be having a scary dream, that will suddenly feel very realistic. at that point I am able to wake myself up. but when I wake up, my eyelids feel
very heavy, I feel as though something is holding me down. It's not that I am PARALYZED so to speak, (I can still move a bit, and I haven't had the
urge to scream or anything) but I'll just fall straight back into the terrifying sleep, where every time I try to wake up, I feel like a strange
weight is pushing me back into it. and it's like... a tingly feeling?...
and it happens again and again until I am able to just move around a bit and shock myself out of it in my bed or turn a light on.
while in this "awakening" state, I have not experienced hallucinations or anything, the scary part is just the TERRIFIED feeling that I have in the
dream, and that I have when I know that I am falling back into it. it's an odd and almost indescribable feeling.
when this happens, I am usually laying on my back.
I have not been diagnosed with any sleep disorders, or anything really. I don't like going to the doctor xD. (which is funny, because he's my next
door neighbor.) xD
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