Originally posted by UndesirableNo1
Could you please tell me about your paranormal experiences with these goddesses that made themselves apparent to you before you were aware of their
existance? That is really fascinating.
edit on 18-8-2011 by UndesirableNo1 because: (no reason given)
I was in a relationship at the time, with a now ex-girlfriend. This was also a couple of months after my final denouncement from a Christian who I
had considered a mentor as a teenager. On MSN, he referred to me as Satan's property, and that was because I rejected his offer to go to a couple of
church services. The relationship with the ex was extremely restrictive, as well; I'd lost all of my former friends, and only saw my mother and a
younger brother, maybe once a week. I virtually never left the house, either. I was about as far down as I thought I could go.
One day on an online mailing list I happened to be on, someone posted a link to a meditation exercise; visualising the contents of the heart chakra.
I'd been into a bit of somewhat New Age stuff for probably two years before this point, and so decided to give it a go, in order to see what would
After beginning to meditate for a bit, I started getting some mental imagery of a particularly barren landscape; sand, some dead trees, that kind of
thing. Looking around, I suddenly noticed an unmarked, hexagonal wooden tower in the distance. I wasn't sure of what type of wood it was supposed to
be built out of, but for some reason got rosewood.
After moving toward it, I suddenly found myself inside it. I wasn't sure how, because it didn't seem as though there were any doors on the outside.
It was lit by a couple of flame braziers, and in one corner, reclining on her back in front of me, was a black (and when I say black, I mean *black*,
like onyx, not African American) woman. The single most striking thing about her was her eyes. I can't completely remember them now; but usually by
looking at a person's eyes, you can tell to some extent what nationality they are. Even though hers looked more or less identical to human eyes, I
could somehow tell that they weren't...and the shock of that was what brought me out of the state.
Ma Durga first came to me several months later. I was sitting at my computer one night, and suddenly began to have very strong, vivid mental imagery
of what initially looked like a very small child sitting on the edge of my computer desk, looking at me. She had very large, dark eyes, and probably
the single most striking thing about her that I noticed at the time, was the pinkness of her complexion. She wasn't white, as such...her skin was
really pink. She only would have been around three feet tall, and she had very small, fine hands and feet.
When I tried to identify her on Google over the next day or so, this is what I found.
Jai Kali Ma! Jai Durga Ma!
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