I've had two occasions within just the past few months where I experienced a sort of rude awakening to everything around me.
Life made sense.. But it wasn't pleasant.
In February I had an experience where I truly believed I had died and was in hell and discovered that hell was as much a reality as heaven. However,
my hell was nothing more than the reality
i was in hell. Time slowed down. My entire life was nothing more than a twisted rhyme in my head that
sickly narrated everything I did and had done. It was the most terrifying experience I've ever had.
Needless to say, after I had come down, I was a wreck for a while. For the first few days, I didn't know what to make of it. A week later, I realized
I just felt big. I felt bigger than the world. I felt like I was connected to everything and everyone. I felt like the universe. I started seeing the
emotions in people before they had the chance to speak. I felt in tune with all.
This lasted for a week or two and then I slowly began returning to.. well... me.
A few months later (a few hours ago) I had the same experience. Except this time I was more prepared. I was aware of the possibility of something like
it happening again. I wasn't as afraid. I took the opportunity to gather more information than I had previousli - to take it all in. And I
I think that we can manifest a hell on earth.
We have the ability to either turn our life into a living nightmare, or to live in a way that promotes love and happiness.
This second experience was almost identical to the initial encounter. I understood life. I understood everyone I had ever known. I knew that many were
aware of what I was going through and had experienced it themselves before. I knew that I was creating my own hell on earth through the actions of
myself on a day-to-day basis. And I also realized that it doesn't have to be this way..
You might know exactly what I'm talking about; you may think I need a psychiatrist; you also might just think I should lay off marijuana. But whatever
you think about this, I have only one thing to say:
You may not have experienced it yet. It may not happen for many years. For all I know you may never experience it at all. But I honestly believe that
heaven and hell are just as much a reality as earth. And hell on earth is one place you never..never
.. want to go.
edit on 14-8-2011 by Staxxem because: grammerz