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Originally posted by Tachalka
Odd situation, I sincerely hope you manage to figure out a way to sort this out.
It sounds to me like you could have actually been in love with this guy and the void he has left is the heart-break feeling we all get when we lose a loved one. The only odd part I guess is that after 2 years the pain should have lessened if not almost gone completely.
I wonder what this unforgiveable act of his was?
Also would you be in a position to try reconnect with him if you thought it may help? Could he ever be forgiven for what he done?
I know nothing about spells/witchcraft but to me it just seems like you need this guy in your life.
To paraphrase an obscure 80's cartoon:
John Blackstar: "Where I come from, the most powerful force in the Universe is Love."
Overlord chuckles: "They haven't seen the Powerstar!"
Originally posted by jessemole
reply to post by timidgal
Well Timidgal.. try living that way for over 15 years...felt/feel this everyday. somedays less, however never goes away.
Tough call in getting around it.. maybe I don't want to.. but just knowing she lives brings me comfort.
....but she doesn't want any part of me, that's clear, because I was clear at the time, I couldn't for the sake of her, she doesn't know this though.