Just wanted to report the sluggishness has dissipated. The spell I felt lasted a couple of weeks though, but only in idle times, contemplating the
future. With destruction comes birth, so maybe the worse it gets, the closer we are to genuine change.
I have so much I could be depressed about but I think it's a choice really. I feel good because I want to.
I know what's going on around me, the best thing I can do is focus on what's around me at the moment.
Otherwise it becomes overwhelming and pointless.
so you felt there was no way out of how you were feeling? not to sound condecending or anything but it sounds short-sighted, if you know what I mean,
those feelings are often temporary, and we all know how smart you are, so what gives? I don't think the blame can be placed externally. no solar
flare, but maybe one within...your heart?
Well c'mon man, let me blame something else besides me!
No really, I have never felt as I did, and I am pretty upbeat, active and optimistic. In retrospect, a lot of it was pondering my journey from now
until my old age, and the negative aspects of the associated reality(s). But I have done that before and not fallen into an abyss. This is why I
stared pondering environmental influences, as mentioned in the original post. Plus there are studies that support an effect from fluctuations in our
magnetosphere. So I don't know, maybe the/my negative found it's way deeper into my psyche. Thanks for the kind words.
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Due to past problems and many other things, I always had waves of depression. But for some reason lately, it will hit me out of nowhere, even when at
the moment if I dont have anything to be depressed about. Ill just be sitting there watching TV or something and BAM, all of a sudden im depressed and
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