I'm going to preface this by saying that I fully expect everybody to say "You are crazy." And, I'm okay with that. I may be.... But, I came
here to share my experience, and hopefully someone can relate.
Over the past year or so I've experienced this "awakening" which can only be described as a period where all the puzzle pieces are finaly starting
to fit together. I am agnostic/atheist and have become much more open-minded to alternative theories about our existance in the past year. At this
point, I will admit (here, but not to most of my family or friends) that I think that I am a star person (star seed). I have had such a boring life
with such interesting coincidences & experiences that it is hard to deny any longer. It is the first 'group' that I feel that I fit in with.
That said, I was talking to my sister on gmail chat today & revealed some of my thoughts to her. It started out because I had a dream last night
about my red aura being ripped from me. So, searching for meaning of this dream today, I came across a 'test' to see what color your auro was: I
saw red. I saw that my sister was on-line, so I asked her to take the same 'test' to see if everybody would come up with the same result or
what...she didn't. Our conversation progressed into all sorts of odd-ball things, and she remained interested yet somewhat skeptical (she's in
law-school, so she tends to be very 'fact-oriented') I've copy/pasted our conversation below. I was just so excited when she revealed to me a
secret that she has kept for the past 6 or 7 years, that I couldn't get the questions out fast enough. (Please excuse the crappy language, it was
after all, instant messenger)
kinda unfocus your eyes
what color do you see within the black & white
Sent at 3:12 PM on Monday
hold ur computer a bit further away
and googly your eyes
Alicia: maybe yellowish green?
me: THAT IS SO WEIRD!!!
I am all into weird stuff lately... and i have been having all sorts of paranormal sh*t happening to me
last night I had a dream where I had a red aura that was ripped from me
and the color I see is bright red
I wanted to make sure everyone didn't see it
that will tell you what yellow/green means
i'm beyond creeped out
so then I go to figure out my "feng shui" number and they example they use to calculate was a birthday of 1983
ok sylvia brown
I'm not a psychic
I'm just saying!
Sent at 3:17 PM on Monday
me: I have had many things happen recently........ over the weekend, I had a dream about dad's dad & in my dream I felt this buzzing (like a
handshake joke buzzer) and then I woke up and I had a circle impression with the letter 'J' in it
I took a pic!
Alicia: i was puking so much saturday night my entire body still slightly hurts...my ribs were killing me this morning..thats the only weird thing
that has happened to me
thats self-induced though
i did have something weird happen to me back when i lived with mom
Alicia: no ull laugh
me: omg telll me!
i have a theory
It is very laughabel
Alicia: one night i woke up to mom and mark fighting really loud outside and i was like omg embarassing i looked out my bedroom window and there was
this big bright white ball of light like the size of a baseball above the one bush and they were trying to grab it
and i was like wtf and it stayed there so i got freaked out and went to bed by listening to music
then the next night they were fighting again in the living room and once they went to bed I woke up from ashley pushing my door open so i went to
close my door and the ball of light was in the living room
and i stood there staring at it to make sure it wasnt a reflection and it wasnt so i closed my door sat down and then decided to look again
Alicia: and it was still in the living room like pulsing
so i got freaked out locked my door and hid under the covers
me: were they actually outside the first time?
Alicia: yes they saw it too they were drunk trying to grab it well mark was and mom was trying to stop him cause it was hovering above the one
Alicia: i never asked mom about it
me: swear to god
that is what happened the one time I swear I talked to aliens at hickory hills
well started out with a bright white light in our bedroom right above my bed
omfg I knew it!
want to know my theory?
me: I think I (we) have alien DNA
okay I kno that sounds sooo dumb
but hear me out
me: google Star People / Star Seeds
I have had so many ridiculous things happen to me and it all fits
I think it attached to dad's bloodline
me: because, he fits all the personality traits, as do I
there is a lot of theory surrounding the - RH blood type that dad's mom had
Alicia: i fit the obession with ancient history lol
me: and how.... dad really wasn't supposed to be born & almost died b/c of the - RH
so do I! So does Linday --- it's creepy. I've been really getting into it lately.... trying to not be a weird-o, but it's very interesting. And,
it feels 'right'
omfg ur story is so creepy!
Sent at 3:29 PM on Monday
Alicia: ya it is
only saw it the two nights
me: and it was actually in the living room? where was mom/mark then?
Alicia: they went to bed that night
after a fight
i used to go out and clean up after their fights
me: u know it was there for u!
and that is why it was outside ur window too
how old were u?
Alicia: had to have been either summer before senior year or senior year
thats when they started to date
me: 'cause I was 15 or 16 when I had my similar experience
Alicia: i would have been 16 or 17
me: w e i r d
did u stare at it? were u scared? was it floating?
Alicia: duh it was floating ya i stared at it..it freaked me out the second time because it was in our house
me: was there any telepathy invovled? Or, did you just run away?
did u feel weird?
Alicia: i kept trying to think of a reason that it was fake or not there
but it wouldnt move just kept pulsating
me: how big? how bright?
did you ask it anythign?
i said like a base ball and brighter than highbeams
me: some sort of enery/spirit
The thing I saw was at hickory hills.... exact same size & brightness. Happened shortly after bed time... but it was over the bed & I couldn't go
anywhere. From there an alien/spirt materialized and sat on the bed with me.
I asked it like every question I could think of (much of it was about ancient egypt...seriously!) and "WHY" we are all here
and the 'thing' answered.
But when it was gone, I didn't remember anything it had said.
Sent at 3:38 PM on Monday
me: creepier still
look at this post I just found on the internet
look at the user name..!!
me: I'm tellin u
# happens for a reason
and its all tied together
Sent at 3:43 PM on Monday
Alicia: o casie
Sent at 3:48 PM on Monday
me: Just sayin' leashy. There are many more explanations that make far less sense. Be open-minded....it all fits together.
If you could read thru our sibling gibberish....what do you think? We are nut cases? (I already knew that one)