posted on Aug, 1 2011 @ 11:07 AM
Apple friendly please? Why? ITS FLASH!!!!
I can't see it, but I do know the scale quite well. It's not exactly infinite but not exactly finite either. It's limited in size but always expanding
so in a way it's both infinite and finite. Only the universe could be something that weird.
I've studied it all my life, I can't stop looking up when the stars are out. People in my town think I'm strange and most of them aren't even aware
what's up there (small redneck town) but when I look up, I get this feeling of nostalgia. Deju vu, but more intense I get these flashes when I look at
My mind must be over active because it shows me the type of sun, it's size. What orbits it. It's history. Just so many flashes but beautiful. But
these flashes have always happened since I was a kid looking at the stars for the first time and the dreams i'd have were wonderful.
I remember this one these people took me into the sky (I was 5, no idea of the term alien, yet I still dreamed it) and they showed me the cosmos, but
in the dream I got scared and wanted to go home, I couldn't understand the lesson the people in my dream were trying to teach but I wasn't just scared
I would look out the window and see beauty. They said if I wanted to go home I could never come back until I was older. So now I'm older and I realize
it was my sub conscience teaching me everything I already knew in some respects or overheard and just remembered it all.
So now I'm older and I'm realizing maybe when I'm forty there will be a time when regular people pole myself can journey in space or just go in it. I
know what it feels like, I can endure that. Somehow my brain already knew what it felt like. When that day comes that I get to go in space (presumably
with thousands and millions of other people) I will have completed something I have waited a long time for. Return home. Cosmos to me is home, earth
is a corner in a sense. The shore of the cosmic ocean. The waters appear clam and ready for us to leave.
edit on 1-8-2011 by Anthony1138
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