posted on Jul, 28 2011 @ 08:54 PM
reply to post by ISHAMAGI
"How can I bring a child into this world knowing that it was going to be worse for him than me. Knowing I wouldn't be able to provide for them as
well as my parents did for me?"
And its not only economic. This disease of greed and cultural erosion lives on. No one respects anyone anymore no one cares everyone is only for
themselves and "their family".
Picture us for a minute single no kids no one to cry to no one to support you. Never compromising losing those you've loved watching all your friends
marry have kids help raising those kids seeing them grow to adults still alone on Christmas still crying into the sink still sucking it up telling
yourself your strong still holding to your convictions where 90% of other compromised them seeing the matrix clearer than NEO. But still waking up
every mourning painfully bitterly utterly alone.
I could not help but to reply to your post....What I am about to say is in no ill intention and means no harm.....But I think you should consider what
i have to say to you.
Ok, here it goes...........I believe you should seek counseling......Seriously, I am no doctor, but I did take psycology....101, but still.........It
sounds like you may be suffering from depression, again I do not wish to hurt your feelings or anything......
I believe that you need to go out and enjoy nature a little bit....Enjoy life as a whole, don't just focus on the negatives.............
Personal question, you do not have to answer if you do not wish to.......But do you not want to continue your family heritage and traditions of the
past? Do you not want to pass your name down to future generations so that maybe one day they will have it better than us? You seem to focus on the
negatives and do not even mention the positives in life.
I have three children, put myself, with the fed's money
through two years of college and I am currently working my butt off, to purchase a few
things with cash...Saving ten percent on top of it...It is not much but it is silver.
Life is what you make of it.....Enjoy it a little.....Take that weekend drive to the lake, or river and camp, or something out of the
This is LJ01....I have been there with you in the poor house, but for far too long..........I do not wish to be filthy rich. I just wish to make a
decent living, but I take it as it comes...Do not be affraid to open new doors and expand your horizons. It is never too late.