posted on Aug, 16 2004 @ 04:53 PM
It's hard to figure who's hatred outshone all the other hatred that came back at me after my first posting, so i'll just give a general reply.
I thought i would get some flack, and i knew that the link i responded to was pretty much a dumb sucker link, but i decided to respond to it anyway.I
was curious as to how the post would be treated but i must admit, never could have predicted the fierceness by which i was personally attacked
I was a mason, and at the time was proud to be one. You see, giving money to a worthy cause is at the foundation of the way i think about people who
are less well off than me. I am not going to tell the world their guarded secrets, their passwords or the workings of a lodge, there are too many
good masons who i have met there and do not wish to offend them. But if anyone wants to challenge my authority that's fine. I didn't spend much time
at L of I on mondays because of illness but i have the same white piece of paper that you guys have, to say that i was one.
When i took my second degree we had the usual meal afterwards,i was sat with a bunch of strangers which was quite odd as i knew a few of the masons at
the do. My dinner came up later than the others around me, to quite a furour. There was a lot of private jokes made and then one of them addressed
" I bet you are just dying to eat that aren't you?"He said and the whole table erupted with laughter.Afterwards i became extreamly ill for months.
It's possible that it's a coincidence, it's easy to read anything into a situation if you are unbalanced enough but i studied physics at university
and my world is an analytical one. I have had 2 partners in the last 23 years and a bunch of friends who both respect and admire me, you see they have
been witness to some of the cruel events in my life and they will tell you it's impossible to conclude that i am either paranoid or insane.
My mental health is not an issue here and that's a great way to undermine someone fellers..nice one.
I have drunk 8 bottles of wine in nearly 3 years, so i am hardly a drunk. I was pointing out that someone in the pub phones a policeman when there's
a suspicion that he's drunk too much, (landlords best for this) , the police know where he lives and makes sure a policecars parked somewhere
enroute. But it's all about weaknesses really, the method they used with a friend of mine was to get him into fights in his local. He wasn't a
troublemaker at all but he just seemed to get into trouble everytime he went down there. People had their doubts about him until one time he was being
pushed into another fight again, afterwards it was noted that the guy who had started the fight ( another stranger to the Pub) just happened to have a
policemens helmet in the back of his car.
Remember, this guy never even hurt a fly. The method is simple, you undermine the persons whole way of life , find their weaknesses, work on them and
soon enough the quality of that life will deteriorate. There's only a couple of hundred people who can restore fireplaces like i can in the entire
country but i can't get work in that field. I can in others i hasten to add, some of you seem to imply that i am unable to get a job. Despite the
very great efforts to prevent me from doing so over the last 20 years, i create my own work and living.I have not had a single payment made to me by
the DHSS in 24 years either.
Whilst working up at The Temple ( the place where barristers reside in the Uk), restoring antique fireplaces, a barrister asked me to look at his
fireplace, he brought a plumber with him. I examined the fireplace carefully, adjascent to the fireplace a small mirror sat and whilst i worked i
could see the two gents behind me. One pointed to me and then pretended to draw a rope above his head and choke. They both laughed, unbeknown to them,
i watched the whole pityful thing, but it does reinforce the "Hanged Man" sentance that i have previously explained. Little snippets like this will
just open the door to more redicule.Best thing is to read my book, it will be filled with the juicy stuff. Isn't too far from completion now. It's
called "Blowing out a Candle" it's from a Peter Gabriel song "Biko". I'll place it somwhere free on the net for those who think i am cashing in
" You can blow out a candle, but you can't blow out a fire" Spreading the word is all that matters now. If you have been there, let the world know
about it.The last thing anyone does in their lives is take on freemasonry, but the only greater folley is keep silent about their evil. I see my
websites being messed with, and i can't get any emails. Still, that could be that my servers down.
My partner witnessed what i have been through, she's had to live it too, her love and the love of good people around me keep me going in the face of
this unbearable ignorance.
Ask questions in your lodge, see if the concept of people being invited into freemasonry to be ruined is total rubbish, if you have an open mind, you
owe it to yourselves. Do you really want to belong to a society that has this as it's secret?
Have a real good look in that mirror, look into your eyes and ask yourself the question,do you think it's morally right to mess with somones journey
through life in a repeditively negative way?
I believe in God, open minded about alien life but think nearly all the stories i have heard have been total bunkum, don't believe in ogres, pixes,
fairies and the likes. Have witnessed a couple miracles in my life and easily dismissed the rest. Don't smoke, don't take drugs, drink very
moderately, if i am mad, my doctor hasn't had the heart to put me on any loony list.In short, i am a pretty normal guy apart from the dyslexia and
thanks for not denegrating to rediculing my spelling last time. The sentance of a "Hanged Man" is very real and a warning to you all.
Thanks for those kind words from others who appear to be going through the same sort of thing.Just in case there is any confusion over the matter of
me being loyal to the oath i have taken, remember no mason can harm or give rise to harm concerning a fellow mason, it's clear to me that fellow
masons have blatently harmed me. An "o" mason is not a real mason and thus not tied by any oath he made in trust and finding that trust was
If jack the ripper had dropped a knife in the act of carnage, you'd hardly expect the woman to hand it back to him would you? No, you get out of
there as quickly as you can.