good job you weren't me dragged to see me great nana when she passed away, was only 5 at the time soon got over it lol,, but check Dr pim van lommel
medical dr near death researcher some of his case notes may just ease some of your anxiety away, me when it is my time then so be it . it is a part of
life and whilst you are dwelling on it . it will stop you from enjoying life you are alive now, enjoy it now while you can you can worry about your
own mortality later enjoy your youth now