I hope this is the right forum for this, if not I apologize.
Something happened to me last night and today that was so wierd, I am sort of shaken up and need to write about it.
I hope I can explain clearly.
Last night I had what I think of as a "teaching night". This hasn't happened to me in a few years, I go through periods where they start to happen
often, and periods where they don't.
What happens is that I do nto totally fall asleep, I stay half awake and hear a voice, a narrator, speaking to me and explaining things to me. The
explainations are accompanied by images illustrating the concepts. I just keep my eyes shut and listen, for hours sometimes.
Many years ago, this was happening into the morning, and I was awake enough to continue "watching" the lesson and take notes while my children and
husband sat next to me and watched what I wrote down. (at that time, it was lesson in sacred geometry, though I had never heard of that in my life up
to that point).
Okay so last night, it was happening again, for hours. I was partly asleep, but awake enough at around 1:00 AM (I go to bed around 10:00, I get up at
five AM...) to decide the tv downstairs was distracting, and got up to close the door... and when I lay back down, the lessons went on from where they
were immediately.
So I don't know how to explain my state when this happens, it is really being in between sleep and awake.
In the morning, I was trying to remember what the lessons were
about, and couldn't. All I can remember is watching images, like videos.... it
seems to me there were graphs included. I remember thinking that "this totally makes sense of so much! " that it all was well constructed concepts
that were both incredible revelations, but also surprisingly rational and logical. But that is all. So I even talked to myself getting ready for work,
"what the heck were they
about???"
Now.... it got very weird when I arrived at work. I have a small grocery store and bakery in the South of France. I start early baking bread and
croissants. As I was turning everything on, I turned on the radio, as usual.
Out came the strangest voice I have ever heard.... it was "metalic" sounding, not natural, and talking in a wierd monotone way. Now, this was in
french, and I will make a rough translation-
"Night after night, I have lessons and recieve important messages. Many "nuit blanches" (french term for a night where one does not sleep at all). I
get so frustrated trying to pass on these very important messages, and nobody listens..... nobody listens. The lessons must be heard and known!"
It repeated this a few times.
I actually started trembling and my eyes bugged out because it sounded so weird and was so pertinent to my own experience last night, it freaked me
out! The voice ended and the disc jockey said it was from some "pièce de theatre" (a play) but I didn't even catch the name it, or why the heck they
played it, or why the voice did not sound natural.
I was really freaked out. At noon time, I kept wondering what this is about, and how such a synchronistic event on the radio could happen- is there a
link, or was it pure hazard?? I had no idea, but wished I could get some answers. I decided to try something I do sometimes, which is to grab a book
at random, with my eyes closed, and open it and read whatever I fall upon. It almost always falls on something relevant to my questions or state at
the moment, and this was no exception!
It turns out I had grabbed a book on Angelic Energies (in french of course). Not so much about angel "entities", but the concept that these angels
just symbolize certain rays of energy, human characteristics that have both negative and positive sides to them and that the path of spiritual
enlightenment is made up of clarifying or subtilizing the lower inferior nature so that it channels or manifests each of these angelic "rays" in it's
highest form, and our superior spiritual nature.
So it opened to "Michael", and I don't have it with me now, but the energies which correspond included the following terms, "embassadors, missions,
political balance and divine law, protection from accidents,
being taught during the night.
That was just too wierd!!!!!!
Up to now, I have never wondered about the source of these lessons, because the messages seemed more important than who gave them to me. After the
radio event and the synchronistic random book thing, I am starting to wonder just who or what I am connecting to!!
edit on 10-7-2011 by coquine
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