I Shot Someone

Originally posted by budski

Originally posted by skirts and daggers
Interesting!
Will you please expand a bit more?
Who is "we"?
Are you in the military?
Where were you and what were you doing there? When did this happen?
Why are you telling us this?

Sorry for all the questions but just seems that there is not much to the story except "I shot some one".

edit on 1-7-2011 by skirts and daggers because: (no reason given)

I went up and down some welsh hills, and hid in a few of them as well

You should know what that means.

Ok. That did not answer any of my questions. So, again
Will you please expand a bit more?
Who is "we"?
Are you (or were you) in the military?
Where were you and what were you doing there? When did this happen?
Why are you telling us this?

You said you were in Belize.
Someone asked you which border?

The story is not even a story. Just a statement. "I shot someone who is 15"

You had no choice.
It does not matter about age,sex or species if fired at I will return fire and I do not miss.
The way I look at is that boy forfeited his life the second he pulled that trigger.
I understand it is hard to do but try to put it behind you. You had no choice, he fire first.

reply to post by budski


I suggest you u2u LandonFromKY - I hope he at least reads this.

If you join the military this is a risk you take.

Many believe they are doing right, they are protecting America not knowing that America (and much of the planet) is ruled by a unseen higher power of very greedy and evil people.

They incite wars by false flag operations and sit back and manipulate people, sending the common man's sons and daughters off to war.

To them it is like a human chess game.

You learned too late.

Now, you will have Karma payback.................start doing as many good random acts of kindness as possible.

Volunteer at a homeless shelter, become a big brother, anything you can to help out someone less fortunate than you, work a suicide hot line and try to save just one life................that alone may heal both you and whomever is destined to interact with you.

You are not alone and if you feel so bad about this, than at least you have not lost your humanity.

There are those, even here on ATS that say, so what...............you are not lost, you just took a detour.

You were side tracked, fooled and manipulated.

Now, go out, every day and try to do something kind, anything, a smile, buying a homeless person a meal, rescue a shelter animal from death row.

Some say, well he was going to kill you...........but he did not come over to America or where ever you are - you invaded his land and you killed a child.

To all you young men and women out there so gun ho on joining the military.

The military is connected with the large corporations and they are running and ruining our planet.

Humanity must stop warring with each other.

I have learned how to shoot and own a automatic rifle in case of home invasion.

BUT

I really don't know, if I could use it.

I've mentioned before in my replies on ATS, if you invade my home be prepared to die, but the karma, the what goes around comes around is a reality.

I don't know what to say to comfort you.

Maybe you could even send the boy's family some money?

You have a limited amount of 'time' now in this life to try to make up for the taking of another human's lifeforce.

For all you that will knock my post........................I was a nursing student, and CNA, I worked ER and saw a few gunshot fatalities, none like in war but simple "gang drive bys or battle over drugs / money" and that was horrible enough.

If you have never been at the side of a dying gunshot victim, do not reproach me, you are clueless.

As for you budski, I wish you peace and safe journey - make the rest of your life one of peace and love, get back upon the path of light and love.

The choice is yours.

You know, if the big sh*ts gave a war and everybody refused to fight there would be no war(s).

When is humanity going to grow up?

We are coming close, very close to either ascending or destroying ourselves and unfortunately we not only share a personal karma but a group karma as well.

Originally posted by skirts and daggers

Originally posted by budski

Originally posted by skirts and daggers
Interesting!
Will you please expand a bit more?
Who is "we"?
Are you in the military?
Where were you and what were you doing there? When did this happen?
Why are you telling us this?

Sorry for all the questions but just seems that there is not much to the story except "I shot some one".

edit on 1-7-2011 by skirts and daggers because: (no reason given)

I went up and down some welsh hills, and hid in a few of them as well

You should know what that means.

Ok. That did not answer any of my questions. So, again
Will you please expand a bit more?
Who is "we"?
Are you (or were you) in the military?
Where were you and what were you doing there? When did this happen?
Why are you telling us this?

You said you were in Belize.
Someone asked you which border?

The story is not even a story. Just a statement. "I shot someone who is 15"

"We" is the people I used to work with, and yes it was military.

I am telling you this because I want to get it off my chest

reply to post by ofhumandescent


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reply to post by josh2009s


In a way I agree with you but with all the youth of today playing the violent video games, they are not prepared for actually seeing another human die in real time.

That is another whole conspiracy, the violent shoot them up video games, training our youth to blast and splat.........they are being trained subconsciously to violence. This is planned I believe by unseen powers.

Before anyone joins the military they should work a ER room for just one year in a big city.

TPTB, The real manipulators, are playing the common man's sons and daughters, using them in their human chess games, as pawns.

They don't care.

I work a homeless shelter and there are many Nam Vets that make squat, they are mentally, physically and financially screwed the rest of their lifes.

Humanity must wake up, we must stop warring with each other.

The hate, the violence must stop.

It it doesn't and soon, I feel some major changes will occur all across our planet and they will not be happy changes.

Soldiers, put down your guns, come home and stop invading other countries.

reply to post by budski


A bit evasive, huh.
So why not answer my questions?
What group (unit) were you with and where did this mission take place and when?
You claimed Belize.
You were asked: which border, Mexico or Guatemala
You mention something about Welsh Hills. Welsh Hills in Belize?
How did you know he was 15?


How about tell us the story, not be evasive and not just make random comments.
Just curious about the story of you shooting a 15yr old kid, allegedly

Originally posted by budski
During continuation training in Belize I was patrolling near the border, and we came under fire after challenging them, them being an incursion.

I dropped and picked a target.

I put 3 rounds in his T.

Turned out he was 15 years old.

I can't let go of that.

It haunts me every day.

edit on 1/7/2011 by budski because: (no reason given)

I mean what do you expect when you join the military? Rainbows and lollipops?

Seriously though, I think murder can be somewhat justified.

It's rare that a species kills one of their own, however animals do eat animals of other species. When you eat a cow, you do not feel bad about it, but if a cow eats a cow, I'm sure he feels guilt. Likewise, if a cow eats a human, it is just food, but if a human eats a human, he gets life in prison and is burdened by guilt.

So why is murder wrong? It's not wrong to kill a cow, so why is it wrong to kill a human? The answer is because we relate to our own species. Truly, you should feel this guilt when you eat a cow, but you've been doing it all your life, so it just is what it is.

That 15 year old boy is dead and gone now. He's out of here and he's not coming back. His family will get over it. Life goes on. But death is beautiful, so do not worry. You sent him to a better place, even if you believe that he is in a place of nothingness. If you aren't spiritual and you believe that he is not alive in another realm, then you believe that he is not experiencing anything. Therefore, he does not care that he is dead, because he is unaware of being so. In the end, the weight of your problems become light as a feather, and this downward spiral of guilt you see in front of you doesn't matter. All is well in the end.

It's not even the murder that is bad anymore, that time is passed. Now it is the guilt that you have. Once you realize that the guilt is the problem, then you can work to forgive yourself and forget about it. All that really matters in this world is the love that you have for it. That's what you take with you in the end. Everyone makes mistakes. Just don't dwell on the past man, its passed. All you can do is change yourself for the better in this moment.

reply to post by skirts and daggers


He said on the Guatemala side.

Originally posted by budski
During continuation training in Belize I was patrolling near the border, and we came under fire after challenging them, them being an incursion.

I dropped and picked a target.

I put 3 rounds in his T.

Turned out he was 15 years old.

I can't let go of that.

It haunts me every day.

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In a video game or in real life?

reply to post by smithjustinb


Your reply and mindset is scary to me.

You sound like a lost soul who has chosen a very dark path.

He was going to kill you. You did the right thing. What about it is really bothering you?

Originally posted by blackrain17
In a video game or in real life?

100% serious.

Originally posted by timi0000
He was going to kill you. You did the right thing. What about it is really bothering you?

I suppose I'm just not cut out for it.

reply to post by budski


Is it more of an issue because he was a 15yo or just the site of a dead body freaked you out?

reply to post by blackrain17



The former.

Originally posted by jam321
reply to post by skirts and daggers

 

He said on the Guatemala side.

Thank you jam321. This topic is moving very fast and I overlooked that.
Story seems incomplete and vauge still.