I respect your thoughtful construct of what you are predicting, and claim no expertise in astrology OR astronomy or planetary interactions. Having
said that, I am absolutely a follower of all things metaphysical and mystical, especially ancient "sciences" and alternate views of reality/the
You obviously put a lot of effort into your post. Nevertheless, I wanted to point out a few issues that may help you to relax. It is not my intention
to debunk anything, only to set forth a few thoughts for your consideration.
First of all, (and if anyone can straighten me out on this, that would be great) how has it been decided that the Mayans were referring to our modern
calendar? They weren't Christians, their civilization began nearly three thousand years earlier than the current era. I've always wondered about
The earliest known solar calendars carved in stone are in use among the Maya, although the solar calendar may have been known and used by the Maya
before this date.
Second of all, it seems a bit fantastical to declare that a video game holds the key to unravelling the Illuminati's grand scheme, why on earth would
they bother? Did you find also a hidden "clue" that said to the effect of: "If you get what we're talking about, we want you! New initiates
meet every such-and-such time and place (check your local Masonic Lodge calendar of events)"
(Try looking for it -- you might have found the
golden wrapper to get you into the Chocolate Factory!)
Third, what is it -- precisely -- that frightens you so much? If doom is coming, or even unfathomable disaster, I for one expect to be either
fascinated by it, or killed by it. Either way -- a witnes or a casualty -- what does it matter? If I'm a survivor, I'll write about it, on plain old
paper, for future civilizations to have as a record. If I'm not, well, then ... onward to the afterlife/unknown. There's really no need to be scared
or worried, for there's absolutely NOTHING you can do to stop this from happening, or CAUSE it to happen.
If you sincerely think you have only four months left of life as you know it, then try to enjoy them!! Spend time outdoors, listen to the dawn chorus
of birds, watch storms roll in, marvel at the powers of the elements, stand outside under the full moon and stars and listen to the night bugs. If
you are lucky enough to live near mountains or the sea, remind yourself to look at them, to experience the awe of just how tiny each of us truly is --
and yet how important, and how integral to the collective we call "humanity" -- commune with your soul, see friends, eat what you love best, sleep
as often as you feel like it. Laugh, love, consider what comes after death.
....For life's sake, don't sit fretting!!....that can only make your next four months miserable, and when those four months are past, you'll either
A) no longer be suffering life as an incarnate mortal, or
B) be able to say "huh, I thought this might happen!", "neener neener neener" "toldja so"...., or
C) you'll feel manipulated (if not "silly" as you called it in the OP.), or
and then what? Start looking for the next doomsday? Begin to worry again? Or dance and sing and revel in life?
If your anxiety is so overwhelming that it feels like it's affecting your life, you might also consider some sort of counseling -- a trusted,
dispassionate person can help you regain your balance toward the resolution of unwelcome and unwarranted fear of the unknown (but only if you want to
Best wishes to you for a healthy, happy summer season!