Ive been wondering alot, non stop thinking, what is nature? why were we put on earth, the only habitable planet in our galaxy, and our god put us here without leaving earth, without telling us hes our god, without taking credit of his creation? we long for discoveration, we long for exploration, multiverse, alternate universes, blackholes, what do you think about all of this?

I dont, thats another thing, we need to know, no one knows where/ who we came from, whats really out in the universe, thats cruel to put it in our brain wondering our whole entire lives

We got scientists fingering on a huge quantum soup. This will bring some answers about -literally- everything.
But it seems every answer comes with a bunch of freshly cut questions.

It does not seem reasonable to think we're the only living creatures in the Universe, not even in the Galaxy. I think life is a complex chemical process that basically distinguishes us from objects.

Anyway I'm afraid we'll never have a clear picture of this. Not as long as we keep three-dimensional. I guess we're highly deprived...

Interesting that you believe that your Creator didn't reveal Himself to mankind. Have you ever read the ancient sacred religious writings, especially those of Semitic origin? I think there is ample proof that God has revealed Himself - but many discount the evidence because they do not want to be accountable to what has been revealed. If your really searching to find evidence you will start by looking for markers of intelligent design, not listening to atheists (who are illogically missing the point) and agnostics (who are part of the way there, but again do not want to be accountable). I will leave you with this thought, a Creator who revealed Himself would logically use many modes of communication to bring revelation to man, but there is one mode of communication that would be paramount to helping mankind find the Creator. It is this one mode of communication (not to exclude the others) that would be used to keep a record of God's direct dealings with mankind. What one means of communication does mankind have that is not transient?