I am a woman, and secretly I dream that I willbe notices/appreciated by something other then my physical attributes and not condemned by my physical flaws.

Of course, I know this will never happen, as I have recently become aware that men do not actually feel 'love' and only feel obligation and lust.

Thus, my intelligence, my morality, my opinions, my personality, my soul all could be very well and good but if I am not physically attractive, none of it matters.

I'm better off being a c**t of a person with an intelligence rate of zero as long as I have a good body.