posted on Aug, 7 2004 @ 12:36 AM
Not sure where to post this at, but thought this would be the most on-topic section to this.
I know this is kind of off-topic but I wanted to ask your opinions on this issue, which, well, I am beginning to think I am nuts, LOL.
I received a beautiful peridot ring in December of 1998 as a Christmas gift and it was my very first real kind of jewelry, other than the icky costume
stuff that doesn't last.
My birthstone is a Peridot and I had always wanted one. My parents got it for me and took me along to pick it out.
It's in a silver band and I have worn it literally continuously ever since... day and night. Up until about March of this year.
Well, reason for my not wearing it anymore if what seems a bit nuts.
I had worn this ring through some really awesome good times in my life, and through a really good change in my life, too... graduating from high
school... friends, gaining some peace in my life. One in particular being finding a wonderful person in my life, that I wanted to spend the rest of my
life with... which I have now known for 4 years.
So, I kind of always saw it as good luck.. as it's absorbed all of that good energy and memories. (see, i've always been weird like that).
Anyways, one week this past March, some things in that relationship between me and that person had gone crappy. Some misunderstandings and following
some events which, weren't either of our faults, but its a long story and has since seemed to cause some issues between us, but we are still friends,
but still. things are kind weird.. but we are working on it. and i feel we are meant to get through it and be together. its such a long story to get
into on here.
so, how this ties into the ring deal is, that i feel since this ring was worn during this weird, negative period (which I consider to be one of the
worst events in my life.. in fear of ever losing this person after all of this) that this has somehow, counteracted all of the good energies it has
absorbed. i know this sounds crazy, but i end up feeling that things wont be worked out, if i continue wearing it... and also being reminded of this
not just that but other things as well.
do any of you who are like me with stuff like this, feel that maybe... all of those good energies may once again help lend a hand in fixing this
relationship in a way, or make it worse. or i mean, am i crazy in thinking this kind of weird metaphysical stuff? or could it now bring me bad luck,
in anything in general or use its good energies, which it may still have, to make things better.
should i wear it again?
am i insane?