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Originally posted by curious7
Funny, I also never had muh luck at all, in childhood or adult life so far.
Sure, I was like a lot of others and had a few girlfriends before the age of 12 but after that.......nothing. Now I know it's not me, nothing wrong with me and blah blah blah but that kind of thing still weighs heavily on the mind and can drag me down in my darkest depression days.
Now as an adult I have had males attracted to me despite my heterosexuality and all said I had looks similar to Johnny Depp (which is total BS by the way, even I gave the weird "are you joking or something" look whenever that was said because I look nothing like him) but female attention has been limited to just two in my adult life. One being my ex who I spent almost 7 years with and my new girlfriend.
I don't know what it is that makes people be totally dismissive and gave up figuring it out (or trying to) but one memory I have from school was liking a girl for a year or two and because of rejection, I was too scared to say anything until our last few days of school because I didn't know if I'd see her again. We'd got on great and had laughs and she seemed the ultimate "good girl" until I told her of my feelings and she had a look of horror on her face and ran away. Then I found out she'd seduced another friend's boyfriend begging him to take her virginity in the shower or something, which he subsequently did.
Maybe because that's the effect I have and why I never wanted to admit feelings to anyone, I dunno.
Well there's my experience.
Originally posted by mossme89
Just curious, but how old are you? Maybe it gets better later in life, idk...
Originally posted by BlackPoison94
I have luck with none
Neither boys nor girls, not in high school and never in college...
edit on 7-6-2011 by BlackPoison94 because: (no reason given)