That is a beautiful poem. I love poetry very much, as you must surely do. You express your heart well. Wish I could read more.
Yes, what you wrote about Love,
"between the idea and the reality falls the shadow"! T.S Eliot "The Hollow Men" poem.
Seems like our hearts are so trapped because, for all the good and noble intent, we never can quite gain the realisation in this life. The central
theme of all Romantic Poetry.
Keep on being you, for your words tell me the spark is there in your Soul!