Originally posted by TribeOfManyColours
reply to post by Unity_99
My hearth is crying for months.
It is time.
Personally i can not take it anymore. My fuse is burned out
My dear fellow country-man, (at least I guess you are, according to the links you put into your first post)
Let me say this, I think a lot of people can refer to their heart crying all the time lately and not being able to take anymore of this ****.
Well, so can't I. I've been used to react immediatlly as things happen, I used to be quiet violent in my reactions most of the time, thinking shock
and awe is the right thing to impress people with, so they will leave you alone. But that kind of reacting doesn't bring you much. It just makes you
hate yourself in the end.
So I tried doing it the correct way, listening to arguments, letting other people speak etc etc. But that way also will make you hate yourself in the
end, because it seems be to pacifistic and this is getting me nowhere at all. It will take all that you once were out of you and make you an indivdual
that has a hard time deciding what to do in a certain cirumstance.
I don't want to preach violence at all, and I wished there was another way out of this for everybody in a peacefull way, but I realized, that will not
be the case. And there is no such thing as moderated violence. Violence is Violence and peace is peace, just plain black and white, no gray zones in
E.g. Look at Erwin Lensink...says enough I guess.
[for non-dutch ATS readers: this guy threw a waxine-light holder at Mrs. von Amsberg's golden coach now almost a year ago, Von Amsberg, pretending to
be our queen, she says she is appointed by Gods grace, but denying any DNA test to take away the doubts of her and her entire family being royal.
There is enough prove that she is NOT. And if she where a really originating from Orange - Nassau, she still would have no right to sit on that place,
just because her ancestors fled just before WOII to the UK and USA and Canada, thus giving up their status of king or queen, stated like that in the
law, which conveniently got altered in 1983. This next to the fact that her father was a known war criminal and spy of IG-Farben and so was her
husband as well, part of the german nazi movement. Now this guy Erwin Lensink tried it a last and desperate time, and it was quiet drastic, to get the
attention and he wanted to confront or provoce someone so that they would challenge his claims in a court of law, and a lot of republicans share the
view that they are illegally claiming the throne and should be banned from our country. But what happened? This guy is locked up in the most heavyily
guarded prison in The Netherlands for almost a year. The courts that have to judge him are sitting beneath a portrait of the one they swore to honour
and protect etc etc. Of course....Mrs von Amsberg. And after an hour and a half talking to two psychiatrists they decided he should be locked up at
least a year with forcefeeding medication.]
I really whished there would be another way to protest, but seeing what is happening to our brothers and sisters everywhere on the planet, is taking
all that hope for a peacefull revolution, resolution away.
I really would like to know how the agressors feel hitting innocent people the way they do. And how they live with their actions and deeds. I couldn't
live with myself anymore knowing that I've been abusing people in the way they do.
And if I understood you right, the most important thing holding you back is your kid? Well so is mine. Mine is now almost an adult, but I just can't
explain to her what the f*** is happening all around and how to react to that. It would be much easier for me to act or even sacrifice myself for the
good if I knew she would be allright. And I'm not pretending being a hero or something like, but I'm fed up with it an just can't take anymore and are
willing to fight and even die for a good cause. I've had it with all and found closure within myself and are ready and willing to stop all this, one
way or another.
Well, so far my confused and troubled mindfarts.
Take care and peace to you all !
edit on 27/5/11 by WeirdOldDude because: typo