This is going to sound very wierd to everyone, but i hope that i am not alone here.
For the past week(maybe more,but its been very powerful this last week) i have been feeling random feelings of some kind of powerful energy.
The wierd part is some of these stay with me, while others come and go. They are very inconsistent.
The first obvious feeling was an intense feeling of fearlessness. I am not scared of anyone and feel as if i can deal with any situation that arises.
I was mostly a shy, scaredy cat pushover that always got bullied. I can tell you my high school horror stories, but essentially i was a wimp. Today id
probably do crazy things if i had to. Not stupid things for no reason, but if i saw a man with a knife attacking someone i would probably help even if
i was unarmed.
This fearlessnes has persisted for a while now, but sometimes i am way more fearless than others. Some kind of instinct is controlling how
fearful/fearless i am of any given situation.
The second feeling i have been getting is a feeling of extreme strength and power. I could NEVER do a handstand, and still cant today. However, 3
nights ago i got a surge of adrenaline for what seemed like no apparent reason. I was jumping 6 ft. high and doing hand stands for a good 10 seconds
straight. Why? Because i felt powerful and just decided to do it. I was amazed at how strong i had become, so i just wanted to see everything i could
do. Today, i am back to the normal everyday Joe(which is ironically my name), but i still cannot figure out why or how i was able to do those things.
I know it may seem wierd, but i just dont understand how or why i am feeling this way.
edit on 26-5-2011 by demonseed because: (no reason
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