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Originally posted by jetflock
reply to post by TheImmaculateD1
I've taken care of a "sick" person before. She is dead now. We really didn't get the right kind of help she needed. Everybody enabled her psychosis. At first the stories were believable, then they turned into incoherent contradictions. Out of the 2 choices, its more likely he/she is suffering from a mental disorder rather than actual Illuminati interference. Regardless, this forum is CERTAINLY not the best place to seek help in either case. Best bet is for the person to surround themselves with close friends or family, and possibly even seek counseling in a safe and controlled environment.edit on 25-5-2011 by jetflock because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by MonarchSlave
First of all, I'm a twenty year old female. My initials are M.M.M., and I was born in 1990.
Ever since I was a kid I was administered to a more casual stype of Monarch Programming that involves trauma based treatment that expliots mental disassociation. Basically, I was abused by my paternal father, who was a German adopted child and was also subject to the same treatment as a kid, only much more extreme. It is common knowledge that Monarch programmers are commonly Monarch slaves themselves. This has left me with somewhat of a Peter Pan complex, trust issues, and a general disassiocation of reality. You can read into what Monarch Programming is on the net, but let me get into some more disturbing details other than this.
First of all, I need people who are not skeptics on this subject. I need someone who knows how the Illuminati works, what they do, and how they hide themselves. I need someone who knows how they hide in plain sight in the music industry, how they run the media, and how they control peoples lives. I need someone who understands how deed seeded their influence in society really is, how they can easily plan murders, events, anything and how every neighborhood has Illuminati watchdogs. This is not a laughing matter, I am entirely alone in this and even my own mother was in on the programming.
Let's begin with the basics. As a child I was made to wear plain dresses with a single butterly on them, I was given a butterfly necklace for my 13th birthday (when one is considered a woman), and my mom would adorn me with butterfly barrettes. The butterfly is a symbol of Monarch programming, and it is an image that is supposed to represent the soul, many Monarch slaves within the music industry discreetly wear a butterfly in some form. The butterly of course is related to the name, "Monarch programming". Monarch children are subjected to varying degrees of torture, some more severe than others depending on how in depth the family is with the Illuminati, some of which are undergone mild programming even if they are from an outer family for the sake of keeping them servile. Children who are chosen for this are expected to have higher IQ's than most and an innate ability to connect to the spiritual and therefore are programmed early on to ensure they do not become "free thinkers". If a child becomes a free thinker, the next series of events in their life are staged in order to lower their morale and get them to commit suicide. They are often given planned areas to live in, planned spouses or boy/girlfriends, and everything down to their very school teachers are carefully selected.
My father was an alcoholic, he abused all of us children, and I was subjected to a lot of abuse as a kid. Before that I was subject to my mom and dad screaming at eachother on purpose to induce a sense of trauma before I was even able to speak. This caused me to be very shy, withdrawn, speaking only when spoken to, servile, scared, and extremely emotionally sensitive.
As I grew up I was subjected to types of media that would encourage an overly sexual nature, being shown many Illuminati made movies such as A Clockwork Orange when I was no more than eight years old. This did not work for the most part because I was shy and therefore inconfident with my body, so I remained innocent, however I was in many ways encouraged to engage in masturbation. Being told not only that it was normal, but healthy and good for me. In general, I was taught many things that when I turned 15 I would outright reject.
The phase from 14 to 15 is actually quite dramatic, and cannot be psychologically explained because one does not go from being a relatively 14 year old girl to suddenly being an anti-Illuminati anti-government 15 year old is, dare I say, a spiritual transformation. All the prior programming compeltely backfired and suddenly I was aware of more than I would have been had I been raised a normal child. My teachers and peers would mock me, call me weird, and tell me I was insane for thinking that the government did 9/11, that they control too many aspects of our lives, etc etc, and most assumed I was just trying to be rebellious and cool. However, they were severely mistaken.
At this point in time a friend of mine had told me "give me your soul", handing me a white sheet of paper, I signed it, being indoctrinated into being an atheist at the time, and went on with my life, thinking nothing of it.
Years later this document was relinquished and holds no legal ground whatsoever anymore, if it had any in the first place.
This next chain of events in my life after that moment were too positive to be normal. I was not the most attractive girl, I was not likable, I was goth, reserved, people were afraid of me, others mocked me, but all in all no one liked me. But nonetheless suddenly after that I had people asking me on dates, popular people wanting to hang out, guys that I know would NEVER like me asking me out. I had people offering to pay for my #, all kinds of stuff.
It was only recently I noticed during these years, my neighbor's van a few doors down was a private company of his, a plumbing company, but the logo was a crosshair with the letters MM stacked on top of eachother within the crosshair. The guy was obviously a Mason, but I had never noticed that the logo was a threat to me and a message to the neighboorhood that I was "in the crosshair" of their "sniper", they had me in their sights, basically saying they were pointing their gun at me because I was getting out of line.
Not shortly after that I undergo intense demonic attacks that are akin to being shot in the head, just after I reach what I thought was a state of pure enlightenment. Aka, I found God.
My teachers knew things about me I never told anyone, sometimes I would catch them slipping up and saying # they couldn't possibly know. I was bullied by the staff because of my beliefs, they couldn't change my mindset and so they subjected me to police state like rules and threatened useless things on me.
Then I drop out, meet my first boyfriend, turns out he's a Mason and he was only sent to date me for the sake of putting me in a vulnerable position spiritually. He leaves me and the next thing I know, boom, lights out. He spoke in the same way they speak in music videos when they're using cryptic Illuminati language, basically speaking Babylonian, although at the time I had no idea about this language.
Now I'm seeing people coming out with music relevant to my assault that no one will understand except them.
People can call it insanity, but I need legitimate advice and I need people to spread the world on what they do.
This isn't a joke, this is real, the music industry, media, they're all Luciferians and would rather KILL a monarch slave than let them go. The fact I found out about all of this was never supposed to happen to begin with.
I. Need. Help.
Originally posted by LadyGwenhwyfar
I believe you are telling the truth. There are many of us out here, most of us stay in hiding and have changed our names to protect ourselves. I am one of those people.
After my father finished up his tours with Vietnam, he moved us (Cannot disclose location) to a remote area where he began working for the state. He met someone else who was also military and they became buddies. His friend's wife became close with my mother and they began coming over and having dinner with us on occasion. The trouble began when I was about 7 years old. My mother had to take a job and so the women she had become friends with started babysitting me in the mornings before school.
To this day, I have no idea who these people were exactly but they both tried to program me. I'm a failed program.
Each morning before school they both began playing a game of chess with me. Mostly, it was her husband who would sit down and pour me a cup of coffee and would insist we play chess. They started to gain my trust and then suddenly everything slowly took a turn for the worst. After the morning games of chess, they began playing a certain song on their turn table by a certain pop duo. They would play the song, then stop it, and say my name, then start the song again. His wife tried to tell me that this was just a game.
Soon after that, her husband said he knew how to do magic tricks, and that he knew how to make people disappear. As a child, I actually started to believe this, and when I told my parents they giggled because they thought their friends were just playing with me.
One morning, they took me the couple took me down to the basement and he said he had a huge black box that he put people in and made them disappear. There was one there, and his wife was smiling the entire time as she told me in a nice way that they would put me in there and I'd never be seen again. There was a masonic symbol painted on the black box, in gold. Same symbol I have seen on old buildings.
Then they began a game where they would play the song, say my name, then show me a picture. The picture would be of dead children laying in broken rainbows. The week that this began, I started to hear ringing in my ears really bad, then I heard my name being spoken as if someone were speaking to me in the class room in my ear. I started to get bad earaches, and would vomit. The doctor we had could never figure out what was wrong because there was nothing there to cause this. I was taken to a specialist who told my parents I had labrynthitis and that I'd live with it indefinitely.
This ordeal for me came to and end, when the couple started playing the song, chanting my name to it, and then the pictures they were showing me became more gruesome. They asked me to do certain body movements, along to certain pictures.
One evening, when my dad was working out in the garage I remember going out and telling him about the pictures his friends were showing me. He immediately stopped what he was doing and called for my mother and they both made me retell the whole thing.
The next thing I know, we are moving away. We never saw these people again and my dad has long passed on.
I was never able to settle in my mind what had happened. I continued growing up and led a non eventful teen years. But when I hit 20 I suddenly started having nightmares, ear aches, ringing, and nausea. All of these memories started flooding back about the ordeal. At the same time I remembered this, the guy that had just appeared in my life out of no where and started calling and wanting to date me, was acting very strange. He wanted me to travel with him out east and meet his family. I didn't want to at the time and he became so insistent about me, my life, and then he tried to kill me.
That's all I will go into but OP I want you to know that we are out there. I post this story because I 'm safe now and no one can track me down. I've been happily married and have children of my own.
You will get through this but you MUST disconnect yourself from anything regarding the illuminati. And you MUST be watchful and careful about where and whom you associate yourself.
There are plants on this forum, and they are watching too. Don't think they are not. I'm basically the watcher watching the watchers.
Be cautious about your choices, and you will heal.
Originally posted by MysticWannabe
I am a long-time ATS lurker and I've opted to not reply to any posts until now because I've always had something better to do, but I now find myself with time on my hands and felt compelled to reply.
I'd like to first apologize if I come off as insensitive. That being said, I belive the OP is full of crap. There's something about this "story" that makes it come off as oversold. It seems to me like this story was written by someone with a penchant for writing and conspiracy theories. The OP 'name drops' a lot of commonly-covered material out there in conspiracy land without providing anything compelling. The entire story strikes me as a work of fiction solely intended to get replies. The pacing of the post, the wording, the sequence of topics covered, etc... it seems far too calm and orderly to be written by someone that is genuinely freaked out and searching for help. (The fact that someone would post on a forum like this makes me even more suspicious, since most posts and replies are absurd.)
If the OP was being 'honest' and not fabricating any part of their story, they most likely have major psychological problems, but it's not from any sort of illuminati mind control. Little girls wear butterflies. People have crappy childhoods. There's Masons in practically every town across the United States. (And no, they're not evil like they're made out to be.) My advice would be to stop frequenting sites like ATS which are full of paranoia and conspiracy, half-baked and regurgitated by people that have no first-hand knowledge or experience with what they are even TALKING ABOUT! I get the distinct impression that most people on this forum are the type to read a bunch of junk on doom-and-gloom conspiracy web pages and then synthesize all of this stuff they merely read somewhere into a new, mutated conspiracy meme that gets passed around message boards and forums.
It's all too clean, too orderly, too oversold. I call b.s. on this whole thread and think that a lot of the replies are silly.
Originally posted by AngryOne
reply to post by MonarchSlave
Put simply, I have no idea what to make of this. No idea whatsoever. However, I am curious. Can you please elaborate? Do you have anything to back this up? Understand that I am open-minded and it is not my intention to come off as judgmental.....but, well.....WTF?
Again, just curious. And if anybody can show some verification that The Illuminati exists to begin with, that would be appreciated.