or your schizophrenic. either way your screwed.

Don't listen to internet people for advice. Find better help.

I would not read much on what they did or what they are.
I would concentrate upon How I can change it.
There are hidden methods as well as obvious ones.
Your generation is going to turn it all upside down, trust me.

Aut viam inveniam aut faciam.

You know what to do.

I believe you and my heart goes out to you. I have read similar things from others who have been 'programmed'. And I agree with what was already said, even many people who consider themselves 'conspiracy theorists' would be deeply shaken by some of the things that, it seems, really do go on.

I would suggest you try to get in contact with other ex monarchs who have managed to see through what's going on and are slowly healing themselves. From what I have read it takes time to get rid of any 'disassociation' and 'compartamentalisation' of the mind which is the (intended) result of what you have been subjected to.

People who have had a similar experience to yours, within a similar context, and who are further along the road of healing may be the most helpful people to you right now.

If you do a google search you should be able to find some names. I have also read about one therapist who is helping many people such as yourself. Unfortunately I don't remember their name, but I at least want you to know that such assistance does exist and I truly hope you can find it.

I agree with what a previous poster said, be careful who you confide in.

You CAN come through this, you are obviously a very strong person. Keep faith, keep focusing on the light. Use your obviously very strong mind to visualise everything you want - protection, healing, assistance, wholeness. Keep putting it out to the universe.

May all blessings be yours and may the light always protect you.

Be very careful about getting into contact with people from an internet forum, for whom you have no means of identifying their identity or their intentions.

No disrespect intended to anyone who is genuine.

Originally posted by Caji316
There is not a single person on this earth that is not important to someone...Don't listen to any Bull Crap. Contact "Project Camelot" and they will see to it you get some type of help.....Good Luck.....

Project Camelot! Are you kidding? - The eye of Horus?

OP, this is not the place to turn.

I wish you all the best but please be wise about what you are allowing here for it may make matters worse.

You have schizophrenia, I suggest you go to a doctor IMMEDIATELY before you hurt yourself or someone else.

Originally posted by AriesJedi
I go to admit this I am much more paranoid than you, as my first thought was, are you trying to find free thinkers? The survivors of this, are constantly asking is this person waiting to catch me?

I will try to not add to your paranoia load but I was born with 3 generational spirits/demons (given more later) and my Grandad was a Mason. My Mum's bloodline is also Romany gypsies.
I too was born at an auspicious time and my Mum nearly died. As she had been abused, she abused me and my sister until I was 12.

Apparently at www.educateyourself.org Monarch victims are similar to people born with generational spirits. I could mind read at an early age, my IQ is 156 and I am definitely a free thinker.
I have physically seen demons, angels and ghosts (and UFOs) and I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Saviour at 5yrs. But I had a constant stream of verbal abuse from these demons till 24yrs. So I know my own mind very well and also what isn't my thoughts.
I am clairaudient, telepathic, empathic and loads of other stuff that have saved mine and my family's lives on numerous occasions.
I believe God allowed me to be born with these abilities, so I can be a warrior for Him. Fundamental Christians never understood these abilities are what Jesus had.

Last year I stopped 4 black ops beaming into my bedroom at 3am by using the Name of God=Yehovah.
They have tried to people-cook me and my family after I found out how to kill my implants; all vaccinations have implants and I had some special ones as I had been with my Dad in an overseas Army base.
They can all be cancelled by a strong magnet being placed over them. A strong metal chelater works too but is expensive.
Put a silk sheet on your bed over yourself to stop Scalar waves.
I have also found that iron stops the lower vibrational entities; ie horseshoes, iron keys, magnetic bracelet on your arm.
And I claim the blood of Jesus over me and mine every night, and put the Hedge of Fire of Protection of God over me and mine and my house and garden, and put the Holy Armour of God over me and mine every night too.

Just 3 weeks ago they got to my rabbits in my garden and killed 5 out of 6, using the drug dealing demon possessed boy next door, so if you have anything you love outside make sure they are in a padlocked hutch etc as they will do anything to stop you, via low morale.
All it did is make me so mad I have spent most days praying for justice and a few other things that I will not go into here. I will just say that if anyone mistreats me they usually end up in a mental hospital.

The name of God is the ultimate weapon and when I am being made to feel fear (absolute terror actually) I call on the name of Jesus and His Dad until I feel better. But I am always on the alert.
Sorry if I have made you more paranoid but other people wouldn't understand what you or I have gone though.

So go to www.educateyourself.org and search Mind control and work through the articles. That is what I have done recently but I have to admit that all through my teenage years God sent me people that help cast out the lesser demons, so I would ask God to send you people who can do this until you can do it with God.

Peace and love and keep going you are here for a reason, you just got to find it.

Sweet Buttered Jesus on Crusty Toast, you Are probably The single craziest Person On this web site.

Now....count the capitol letters, and unscramble them. But don't do it if you are facing west. Never West.

Monarch,

Obviously you were apart of the Monarch Sex Slave program who uses sex as payment for services rendered for high level Governmental operatives/officials for the sole purpose of leverage acquisition and intelligience gathering.

Now, do you remember being involved in any particular project or campaign meaning were used to spy on people via a "human computer"?

The fact that a Mason was sent to you twice to keep tabs on you tells me your clearances went pretty high up or else you wouldn't've been subjected to the intense survielance in a manner like this.

Keep a journal and record everything you remember as it comes back as that will be concrete proof you are not crazy nor insane. Trust me when I say this you are not insane and are not crazy and do not need scrips meant to docilize you in order to repress any memory. Let the floodgates open in that regard but keep yourself firmly solid and level. Get a blog and report any returing memories there as well as the more people know about projects like this the better. Be as graphic and as specific as possible as remember, this will help other progammed persons to further understand themselves. Scrips are for people with problems and you clearly have none due to the way you annunciate and the eloquent way you have conducted and composed yourself thus far.

Hopefully since you are evidently post programming you will be able to lead and have a semblance of a normal life so that it doesn't affect you that much in your daily life.

Thank you for choosing ATS to speak out against this. Star an flag for you! I've been aware of projects like this for going on nearly 13 or so years and have been vicimized as well but not to your extent as I was used for my high iq and the uncanny ability to connect things.

REMEMBER, EVERYONE ELSE IS AN IDIOT AND YOU DARLING ARE THE ENLIGHTENED ONE! Never forget this ever! Feel free to message me here anytime you want if just to chat. I'm going to add you as a friend here as well and take you on as a project case.

Originally posted by TheImmaculateD1
REMEMBER, EVERYONE ELSE IS AN IDIOT AND YOU DARLING ARE THE ENLIGHTENED ONE! Never forget this ever! Feel free to message me here anytime you want if just to chat. I'm going to add you as a friend here as well and take you on as a project case.

edit on 24-5-2011 by TheImmaculateD1 because: (no reason given)

...A similar thing was said to a young Adolf Hitler while suffering from a face full of Mustard gas.....Some say this could have contributed to his delusions of grandeur....
Don't give advice to this person if you don't know exactly what his/her situation is. Most likely she/he is suffering from some form of Schizophrenia/ personality disorder, or recovering from some trauma....the only other thing it could be is ACTUALLY the Illuminati. Since she is coming here to talk about her problems she is looking for people to back up her claims. Either way, nobody on this forum can help them. And when you start supporting these claims without the facts you are enabling them.