posted on May, 23 2011 @ 11:48 AM
Really interesting to think about.
I am going to look at this like this - Past lives are infinite, you always end up with the same family, possible changes in society can effect your
Now for someone like me, I am adopted, adoption has not always been an option and not as popular as it has been for the last 20 some years.
Now in the past lives before adoption was an option or even existed where would that leave me?
Possibly in the beginning I would have been with my birth mother.
This is some what personal but I am not afraid to share it, but I always felt like I don't belong here that I am not suppose to be here that I was
suppose to be an abortion or simply not exist, I've always felt like I cheated fate in some way for a long time I dealt with this, not being able to
find my place in the world never quite fitting in with any certain group until I got older and decided to take matters in my own hands and make myself
a place of it's own and made peace with these feeling by becoming a therapist and using my pain and life experiences to help others.
Since I've learned that people who are adopted often deal with these issues I know better now, added in with my medical problems and even "dying"
on two occasion it would be natural for me to have these feeling but I am entertaining the idea of past lives and maybe the reason for everyone having
this "feeling" that most adopted people have and maybe they have this feeling because of disruptions in past lives because they are so open and
vulnerable with change in this kind of situation.
As most now these feeling children of adoption have stem from abandonment issues for me personally, I know my feelings came from being adopted but I
really have never figured out why I felt that way as I would have choose this life a million times over a life with my biological parents I never had
any real desire or want to know them, and the woman I know as my mother I would do anything for, I would kill for her, I would die for her..So my
issues personally don't really come from any sense of abandonment as I do not feel abandoned.. I feel saved and cherished by my adoptive mother(we
have a bond beyond anything I was with her since the day I was born, but I feel it would still be as strong even if that weren't the case)..So It's
just odd to me and leads to this -
Add this feeling with the progression of time, time changes as does society so my birth mother who obviously could not handle having me because of her
own issues now has the ability to abort me ..so could she have possibly had an abortion?...Leaving me with that "odd" feeling?
Then as society grows and learns adoption becomes more popular and in this time line/life I was adopted.
Sorry if this is hard to follow, or seems completely and utterly insane, as it is not my typical mind set but is something I often find myself
thinking and creating little theories for..also..this isn't my belief and is just simply thinking out loud an entertaining the idea as I have no real
knowledge when it comes to this topic.