posted on May, 17 2011 @ 01:42 PM
This night was like many here have, dreams of flying, floating and other fun stuff. In my case, I have a history of this out of body experiencing,
but of late not often, nor under my own control. Stay with me, for in the end, I was completely dumbfounded and actually was somewhat taken back while
out of body.
First I am not good at obe's, but just the same, I am assertive, so I will give a little history of the last year leading up to the other night where
I saw the boundaries of our prison. I say that, more as a descriptive metaphor than perhaps reality, for I plan to test it in the future.
In the last two years I have been out of body a number of times, mostly no more than strong dream like states, but then others were far more intense
and remembered. Thus I will list a few.
One was being brought up into a flying craft while in this bright light. I was absorbed through it's skin, it's living skin as this craft was as
much alive as a construct and communicated with me as an old friend.
In another, my wife and I were on a large construct looking down at a beautiful world together. The trend I am showing here is, I was not the one in
control, others were, but the experience was real.
Later, I was taken out and there were at least two others whom I did not see, but knew they were there. They showed me my body and also my light body
or soul. Not to worry, the words I received were, "that is a sacred thing", the soul, the glowing light form. These are but a few.
Now to the present. I found myself out of body, bouncing and floating down a street, just having a joyful time, laughing and yelling like a kid. There
were others out there wandering around as well, perhaps dreaming, I am not sure. In fact, I was so happy to be out, I yelled too loud and my wife
brought me back, afraid I would be fighting off the dark being again. I assured her, I was having a good time and wanted to go back out of body and
leave me alone. I suppose my excitement is due to my age and the pain and many injuries that limit me.
Almost immediately, I rose above the body, going up and down and decided to go through the roof and into the sky. Looking down, I could only see muted
lights, but then I remember telling myself, it is raining hard, what do you expect. LOL.
At this point I was controlled or attacked for a short time and found myself very high up in complete darkness. This had happened another time when I
tried to contact a shadowy being that is messing with my grandson, I found myself in blackness then as well. When we are in this form, we can manifest
light and vision and I did this again, and confronted the being that was there. No, I knew of it's presence and it was good at instilling fear, which
I feel it uses to control, but I would not give into this. In so many words, I told it to piss off, I was in control of my own destiny and for it to
leave, saying this twice and it did.
I looked out for the stars which were there, but not clearly as in the astral level things are distorted and not what they seem. However, I was full
of joy again, having a wonderful time, repeating over and over, "I am out, I am free". So I picked a star and decided to go for a visit. I felt a
rushing feeling of traveling fast and within a moment, I was brought up short.
This part, I would like to know if others doing OBE's have seen this. I was traveling very fast and before me was this matrix of lights, evenly
spaced as far into space as I could see, and I could see a great deal. This grid seemed to support a shimmering field of energy, one that scared the
crap out of me, bringing me to a halt, and I yelled what the sh## is this. At the same time, this thought came into my mind from my friend, or guide,
not to try and go through the field. I think for purposes of being on this earth, we have fences to keep us on the playground and this is it.
The experience ended there, as my wife was shaking me because I got so excited and loud it scared her, even though I had told her I was going back out
of body and to leave me alone.