Sorry Stephen Hawking fans but in my opinion...the guy is an idiot!
He knows no more than you or I. Every single day there is a new
discovery.... One that rules out an old theory and brings in a new one. Just like evolution, knowledge is always changing and will forever change.
If your experiences in life have lead you to believe as I do then you may believe that was the first error, eating of the tree of knowledge or
something like that may have happened as I believe in cause and effect since our very being is from cause.
People every day for as far back as history takes us have argued this fact (Heaven or Dust) and will continue to argue until God himself speaks to
each individual and tells them. I hate to say it, even then some will still be as stubborn as they were before the experience.
For ME.....I watched my child slowly die for 5 years as he battled Leukemia. I grew up hearing about God and my parents were from a religious
background. They always encouraged me to find my own way in regards to belief. After many years of witnessing deaths around me and then to witness my
sons death I took a break from all of society and read every book I could get my hands on. I put the Bible down and told God I was seeking him for
myself and to show me if he is real because I was saddened to think my baby or anyone else for that matter was no longer an entity. The "church" was
not there for me. No religion was there for me....and I felt very alone in the world. Everything had changed!!! People went on laughing, the Sun
continued to rise and I was ANGRY that anyone could die a slow death, much less a child...mine! I went on a long journey. 3DD was my band of choice as
I could relate with their lyrics because I felt, "Away from the Sun". To me that meant...away from the light of love that I called, "God".
I began to read about light, darkness, love, clouds, Energy, Einstein, Hawkings, other scientists, biologists, cellular development, astrology,
NDE's, and I even studied the Bible and its creation. I had a lot of questions I was seeking answers for. I read for 5 straight years from 5 - 10
books a week!
My Husband was constantly trying to get me out of the house.....to LIVE....but all I wanted was answers. SO I read and I read.....Each book confirmed
the data in the last and so on. It was actually inspiring in itself. I felt as If God himself was talking to ME through each book. I felt at peace
within my OWN experience!
I realized that WE ALL FIND OUR OWN WAY to peace within. We find this within our own self/soul. Then....when everything is said and done WE all die.
Thats the fact! Where YOU go is a mystery. If you as an individual are ok with the fact you go nowhere and return to dust, then thats awesome for YOU
as this theory of yours brought peace within! Do you not wonder though what if? Do you not wonder if when the times comes there is somewhere to
go...to others that have passed before you? Do you have anything to lose by not believing in this fairy tale others have called Heaven? I for one do
not KNOW if you will lose by not believing as I am still on the fence in regards to hell. Again, the feeling from my own reality and experiences says
back to me there is not a hell....just darkness away from light. When I die I think there will be a release of all negative energy so I may see images
and or feel them as well. Thats my conclusion for now but again, with more knowledge that too may change. If I have an experience of a hell or see
demons and or feel them, then I will definitely change my mind. ;-)
I for one do not believe I have only five senses as I use at least one more. ha! I actually use intuition a lot. Its this feeling that tells me
something. When we were on the way to the funeral home after Joshua passed away we saw about 30 deer in a field. When we saw them the stereo went
staticky. We all laughed and cried saying it was him giving us a sign he was ok...he was with deer that he loved and admired so much! That night I was
telling my brother over the internet what happened with the radio and deer and he went on explaining that inuition is the forgotten sense. As soon as
I read the IM from him stating that the aswering machine came on and the phone had not rung. It was 2 am!!!! It was my own experience and experiences
that have lead me to BELIEVE in an afterlife. Two things out of the ordinary happened according to my reality of perception. That feeling along with
many other feelings of experiencing such tells me that there is a Singularity of Energy that has created everything within its own System.
We can argue all day who is right and wrong but at the end of the day when you take your last breath...it will be only YOU. You and your experiences
One can say to the other...." I do not believe in a fairy tale God". The next minute he is posting on another thread about HAARP and ALIENS.
hahahaha....I mean REALLY?
We all have feelings, although we cant see them. We feel love, yet cant prove its there. We all feel.....and that what we feel is our own! We are
separated through our knowledge of understanding. We are not as one living and experiencing bliss as our own understanding of knowledge is so
different from the other. We fight over these differences and will until the end of this journey.
I also realized that there are hundreds if not thousands that are confirmed dead each day that actually come back to life to tell a story. The story
is almost the same. The dead experienced a light they describe as love, their bodies are no longer heavy, and they see their body outside of their
Because we still do not know a lot about the brain we are left to ponder. Not only that but our collective knowledge of the brain and the Solar System
is still a mystery to us as a whole. Each individual study comes up with their own theories and usually the theories of the new end up being old news
and we have advanced to a new understanding.
Is the NDE nothing more than energy being released and one its done...NOTHING? I think not! I say I think not because if you look back in History you
will also notice there was a man that could alter his brain through hypnosis and actually heal people, tell their future, and also described in detail
the future of Nations. He spoke of Jesus, God, and was a Baptist. He was a giver of his time and health. He truly sought out to help his brother and
sister. I admire his works on Earth, thats for sure and wish more men and women were like Edgar Cayce because he was a notable man within his own
right. The Bible said something els to him, not what we are taught in church today...for sure. Portions of the Book Of Revelations to him described
the inside energies of the body (chakras).
I think the proof will always lie in the eye of the beholder. Each one of our experiences is on a personal level. None of us hold the same experience
and with that said, experiences changes us on a daily basis. The Atheist has only looked so far in my opinion. Once you dig deep enough you find more
and more proof that there is indeed an afterlife and a "Singularity" some of us call God.
One more story... ;-)
When I was about 5 yrs old I remember the feeling of seperation from my mom. I wanted to talk with her on a level without words and I wanted to know
her thoughts. I did not want to be sperate from her and that very feeling stayed with me for years, I wondered....WHY? Why did I long for that
experience? When I read that others too had/have that feeling it then validated it was "ok" to feel that way. You see...I remembered where I come
from and in a sense remember being excited about the adventure.
If you take everyones knowledge and experiences we will have some of the answers we seek as a human race and even then..there would still be fights
because each experience is on a personal level. Until there is complete understanding within, we will all continue to wage wars over others beliefs.
One last thing to add here and I will stop and allow others to wage ware against my thoughts typed herein. ha!
Our Solar System (Earth included) seems to ME to depict a lawful system in the very short years I have had the pleasure to observe. This lawful system
is indeed governed by a Singularity of Energy that lies within every single thing imaginable and created. Seeds have been planted throughout and the
energy released from humans is actually mystical and magical. There is a cause and effect to each action. First there was a thought, then a Word, then
an action. This action is still going on today.....the creation story has not ended, and now the question is which action will actually cause the
effect of non existence for humans?
We will be the cause my friends! WE WILL cause our own demise in this world as we are FAR from all knowing. We will never get there with as much
negative energy as we have today. Its not lawful for the cosmos to experience such. Until we as a whole come to a conclusion of love and let each live
in their own experience of free will without hate, we will surely self annihilate.