posted on May, 14 2011 @ 07:00 PM
I see things. I can't explain them, but they terrify me. It all started about a month or two ago.
The weirdness started when I began seeing number patterns on clocks all the time. I would see times like 1:11, 4:44, 2:22, 3:33 or 11:11 repeatedly. I
mean this would happen at least three or four times daily. I mean literally it would happen every day of every week. I might be doing something like
microwaving something in the kitchen and I would just get a strange urge to go look at a clock. And when I'd look, I'd always see some number
pattern. It would happen any place too, like in the car, on a computer or on my alarm clock. I can't explain why it would happen, it just would. This
continued for about two months and only recently stopped happening. That's when other things started happening.
I started seeing lights about a month ago. I can't really explain them, but for some reason they terrify me. The first light I saw was during an art
project I was painting or college. I just happened to glance over to my right and I glimpsed this fast moving light flying across my room. I told my
mom about it and she didn't believe me. At first I just ignored it until a week later when it started happening a whole lot. Now I can't do anything
without seeing them everywhere. In fact, I can see them right now as I type this.
The lights themselves are usually pretty small, about the size of a marble. I've seen some the size of a baseball. The small ones are white and
bright, and the bigger ones tend to be bright orange. I've seen some in between sizes too, usually yellow. I can't really describe them like the
classic ghost "orb" because these lights don't have trails. They're just perfect balls that move really fast. I see them everywhere. On the walls,
in my peripheral, behind me reflecting in my computer screen. I live in a house with three women: my mom, my aunt and my sister, and apparently nobody
sees them but me. I haven't asked them though, but I doubt it. They don't even know I see them.
Lights aren't the only thing I see. I also see small, pitch black shadows. Some are bug sized, some are around the size of a baseball. They move
around on walls and tables. Everything that I see, lights and all, only stay for a fraction of a second. I'll see one, then poof it's gone. But
it's not how long I see them, it's how often. I see them everywhere all the time. I would try to snap a picture (assuming they would even show up),
but they don't stay long. I don't even have time to raise my camera.
I'm certain none of this is light burn. You know how when you stare at a bright light you see a dark spot? It's definitely not that. I know what
that looks like.
One thought I've had is that I'm hallucinating. I don't know why, but it might be possible. I don't do drugs or sniff paint or anything, but my
grandma is a schizophrenic. Another thought is that it's something paranormal. I would have no clue if this were true. I don't believe in ghosts,
demons, angels, or anything like that. And even if they do exist, I don't want anything to do with them. I don't dabble in occult, I don't practice
religion, and I don't want anything to do with anything paranormal. I want to be left alone.
The reason I even mention paranormal is because of an occurrence that happened last month. I was talking on the phone to my best friend. It was dark
out and I happened to glance in our car and caught a split-second glimpse of what looked like a man staring back at me. I can even describe him. He
had long, dark hair and It looked like he was wearing a brown trench coat from the shape of his collar. It was only for a split-second, but I know
what I saw.
I wan't this to stop. The lights and shadows freak me out bad, especially when I'm alone. The clock thing was kinda cool, but seeing these lights
has to stop. Does anyone have any suggestion as to what all this is, and how I can make it stop? It's seriously retarded when I think "ghost" or
"demon." Don't they have anything better to do than to flash lights in front of me every hour? It's incredibly annoying.