posted on May, 13 2011 @ 07:05 PM
What do you do when life just doesnt seem enough?
Its like I've hit some sort of crossroad.. No matter what I do, I see, I take or enjoy.. I always find myself wanting.
I'm not usually one to post on BTS, or in a health/wealth/person thread.. but no matter how long i try to find an answer that satisfies i come up
So.. i suppose this is a shout out for help, if anyones been in the same situaton..
Its like I need a near death experience to sort of, jolt my mind into being glad for what i have, and more so for what i have the opportunity to
Sky Diving, Sex, army, motorcycles, getting hammered, getting high, slepeing in train stations, living in hostels, packing up selling p and shifting
to another country solo.. backpacking.. long relationships, short relationships.. parties, work, i have all of this within my grasp. I can find an
amazing women spend 3yrs with her and be the envy of everyone i know yet.. i break it off because i wake up and just.. cant do the normal thing day in
im yet to find anything where i really say ok.. this is life and this is great.