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-first off, painting and creating art on a regular basis, wierd for me but is a big deal since I have been dry for years, suddenly inspired to no end.
- in the later hours of the night, there seems to be a 'radio' of voices and conversations that turns on in my head, there is nothing crazy or significant, just conversations people I guess are having that I am tapping into. I have been trying to understand it, and very little seems to be subconscious reflection due to lack of understanding of subject matter and variation of voices and genders, also lack of personal engagement with me, nobody is talking to me directly. -edit: I cant control the source, or choose the 'station' so to speak, in fact the more I focus to 'hear' it better, the less I 'hear'
- often feeling the other sentient presence usually in animal or inanimate form of lights, never negative, but not incredibly high knowledge, probably under the human level of consciousness, but inspiring none the less, no communication with me. I am new to this so there is no reason for this since no engagement has been made on my end beyond being interested and opened to these things.
-ripeness of meditations though frequency is decreased, feeling less drawn to meditation daily (probably because of creating art daily drawing some of that power awa... but the ripeness of the meditations is much better than normal, very dense sense of expansion (seems oxymoronic I know, meditators i think get what I mean by that) very impersonal...
- Random outer body experience, woke up, walked into my living room, saw my cat sitting with two small flesh coloured, legless creatures, pretty neutral, I ran into my room to get my dig camera, realized I couldnt open the zippers to my camera bag and whoa there to my right I ('my' body) am sleeping in my bed, the realization pulled me into the body and I ran into my living room to see my cat sitting where I had just seen him. (second (conscious)OBE ive ever had, never try to go out of body since the first one was a frightening experience and was not voluntary)