posted on May, 4 2011 @ 09:08 AM
Day before yesterday, I had a severe migraine. I took my preferred medication for it, which knocks it out in less than five minutes. Then of course
there's the migraine hangover. Hurts a lot less than the migraine proper, but it's worth sleeping off regardless of effective drugs.
Anyway, I was lying in bed trying to sleep it off, and all sorts of things started rushing around in my head. 9/11, birthers, the Royal Wedding,
British austerity measures, the global economy, Gaddafi, American Idol, Donald Trump, creationists trying to get religion in science books, people who
would rather fight the guy next to them than anyone who has actually ever wronged them, etc, and on and on. And all I could think was "this is
insane, and this is the world we live in. What the hell is wrong with this picture?" Which, honestly, I think about a lot. It was nothing new to me.
But for whatever reason, I got violently ill thinking about it that time. It was intense. My horror and disgust were more severe than they had ever
been. So, after I got sick, I went and sat in my jair, just meditated til my thoughts were quiet. It felt like something heinous was about to go down
somehow, or maybe something brilliant, but something.
Regardless, I chalked that one up to the headache and the drugs, and then went back down for sleep. Then more weirdness happened, though it was
weirdness of a different color and most likely unrelated. So I dunno. It was odd, and the way you phrased the OP made me feel like sharing, the
tension building up part. Cuz that was an aspect of all that was going through me during that strange little episode.