reply to post by NearPerfect
Yes, that could be true, I find that I am connected to the "natural grid" that is where the animals/plants reside, and to me the darkness is a sense
of warmpth and comfort, but to them, it is probably the case that the way that nature perceives them is in opposition to the way that the artificial
grid defines thier personalities. In that sense, they equate to almost imp-like creatures on the natural plane, however have the power of free-will
and dominon of nature when connected to their egos, however, there is always a feeling in the back of thier minds like they are missing something
within themselves. I often find myself in conflict, as I seem to connect to what I call the "real" people, and I realise that these are the regular
human beings as evolved animals with a complete system of energy and ensoulment - the "others" seem to reside in a purley mental domain, an
artificial world of the ego and the mind. I don't think that they perceive anything outside of their own minds, or of the matrix hive-mind system,
the totality of their "selves" existing within their brains.
My attempts to convince them that they are being set up for a fall usually results in silence, its as if they start to think about what I said, and
usually after the next morning have totally forgotten about it. Perhaps the truth has become far to terrifying to admit, and having faith in a lie is
the only thing that can bring them comfort and reassurance. Its this fear, they seem to have this dark fear, I could teach them, I could re-engineer
thier energy points, and with some preliminary work and some guidelines and advice, could have them reactivating thier souls within the period of a
few months to a year, yet they remain in fear, afraid to break the silence, for what reason, I don't know. I generally focus my attempts at
preventing people who are still "viable" from falling, especially those that were once higher-souls - there is nothing more saddening than to see
the fall of a soul, and to the ones that are fallen, nothing more frustrating than thier closed-mindedness and naieve faith in the system.
It was almost sickening last night, attempting to communicate these points to my family, an attempt at description, and then, after a point at which
thier old selves would have at least thought or asked questions, sat in front of the television. It was in thier eyes, as if the people on the
television were their saviours, a kind of naieve glint in thier eyes, a kind of childish longing to join the perfect people in T.V. land, as if all
thier cares were just washed over... That being said, I have the occasional success, and they are not completley lost, however they are far from
reigniting themselves, let alone re-establishing their empathy - there are just too many distractions, too many suppressants, and a desire to escape
themselves, to escape the negativity that they should be feeling, to face the darkness within where there was once light, to realise that the light
has been almost extinguished, and the only light that shines through them is the light of a matrix system that is on the verge of shining in the
opposite direction.