On 911 I phoned my Grandfather about it and asked him what he thought was up and he sounded baffled....this was a man that flew Bombing runs over
Germany in WW2 and he was baffled by what happened and he angrily said that we'd probably lose many of our freedoms as a result of the event, I knew
then it was BS the story being sold and there was no way to really stop or prevent it from distorting what actually happened just by the sound of his
voice, nobody can ever really breakthrough to people that are convinced by what the government projects out into the world, if one can make opinion
fact then fact has no meaning, in that sense it encourages people to rush to "escape from freedom" as happened to the germans in the 1930's, anything
to explain away the pain of the fantastical event that seems beyond imagination, for many people 911 was beyond their imaginations, for an artist it
was a work of art, as Karlheinz Stockhausen had to retract from saying when people tore him to pieces for describing the event in that way, but his
point was that it was manufactured by humans and humans do these kinds of things and it will not change and it happens cause we suffer and we have to
project that to feel real, 911 was not beyond my imagination so I was not surprised and was more or less pissed, at myself and the rest of the world
for letting this kind of behavior happen and for not preventing it from happening, but now I just think this just maybe who we all are, we are freaks,
we lie to ourselves and each other, we kill and we try not to do these things but simply can't quit it, we have a drive for heirarchy, to establish
the top dog position, the US wants top dog, Obama wants top dog status, they do these things to put the rest of us in our place, who did 911 or Osama
seems almost irrelevant compared to where these events place the masses of us, where the vents take us makes the event, now we get to go to war some
more? Celebrate murder? Whatever happened to maybe?
Some people seem so certain of what is or what the facts must be....we seem still to be living in a Aristotelian dualism kind of world where
probabilities and relativities only exist in science labs while the rest of us live in the dark ages, not demanding scientific values of uncertainty,
but in some sense we need it to be simple otherwise we become disabled and frozen in fear if we sense we can't understand something or some event so
we accept simple explanations and appeal to authorities to absolve us of the demanding work of thinking, each overgeneralization and step down this
path further compounds the probelms and passes them off to following generations.
My grandfather never would have accepted this, but he would have looked the other way if we were not 14 trillion in debt and being asked to give up
our rights but in this situation I think he's rolling around in his grave full of anger trying to get out, maybe through me in some weird continuity,
but he would not be happy to say the least of how much we have lost and how can it ever be retaken back....we are more or less living in this
modernism as men among the ruins of WW2. Only our ruins maybe just getting started and who knows when the dust will settle and how many lives will be
wasted this century and where will this take place....I sense a great danger as well but I try not to let paranoia have the better of me as well,
prepare as much as you can and maybe it will get better, but I have my doubts and of course that streses me out and actually it does nobody any good
but to ignore the events and accept them at what has been said as fact seems to create the most stress of all, cause it creates false optimism, which
when destroyed creates more damage.
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