OK, try to bare with me, first off i hope i place this in the correct place, and seeing as its NWO related, i assume this is the correct place.
Right, Ive been married nearly 10 years, love my family and all the rest, but (i can imagine) like many of you, i have been trying to make people i
know, including my wife, aware of illusion of life, government and how things really work. I have been having some success in this, but restrain
myself from doing this too quick and without sounding preachy and pushy.
I have to say, as of last night but especially today, i feel relived but guilty. You see, every time Ive ever mentioned anything about the NWO, 9/11
etc to family or friends, my wife in particular rolls her eyes and makes a joke and dismisses what i say, as well as make excuses to other people for
the way i think.
This always bugged me as i felt a tad belittled. My wife is a huge skeptic, she follows no religion, doesn't believe in god or anything, which is
fine, im a catholic, but do not follow religion but do belive in a creator of some sorts. My wife is a typical sheeple.
I have tried to get her to view certain images, videos etc relating to the NWO, 9/11 everything, have convos with her, but with no success, until
yesterday.
Last night, and after a rock hard day of grafting, we sat down, she was playing smurfs on her iPad, and i put on zeitgeist as a last resort.
I done this as i know she would at least hear what was being said from the movie,(she's a tad nosey you see). Sure enough by the time the 9/11 stuff
came on she started watching.
The end of the movie rolled around and i turned it off, she looked at me and said six words. OMG i didn't know.
I knew that being slightly more simplistic than myself, my wife would gather more thought from seeing some of the images such as the sliced columns of
the WTC etc.
I asked her, "Do you still think I'm mad?" she replied "I never thought they would do anything like that!". My wife picked up on the small
explosions from the floors below the floors collapsing. She said that caught her eye more than anything and WTC No.7.
Anyway, today she seems more quiet. Shes OK, but i think its bugging her a bit. I guess maybe some people find these things hard to believe, and now
I'm thinking have i done wrong by trying to make her more aware. I know how things are going to end up in our near future. My uni work from last year
seemed to have the hand of the government pushing us (im in the UK). I done a lot of work on RFID chips, and so now i am worried for the future of
everyone, my children and their children. I just wanted to make people aware, in case i go and no ones here to protect them.
Have i done wrong? Should some people, if not all people, just be left to live with their false illusions of life?, or should i continue trying to
wake people up. Please note i can assure you i am not pushy when trying to make people aware, i just feel a bit guilty now.
If any of you have had a similar experience, your advice would be much appreciated. Thank you for reading and any replies.