Poems about frustration in my life.

I'm not the best poem writer, but I'd thought I'd share a few.

"No one cares"
I don't know why I feel this way
Its something I can't describe
We're all wanting to stay
But there's no place to hide

The memories of my rape
Does he not care how I feel?
I just can't escape
And face what is real

No one cares to notice me
Am I not really here?
And then they won't care to see
That I'm not very near

It's driving me insane
This pain that deep inside
Don't you realize that this is not a game?
Its something I can't survive.

Life's not worth living, never
And you can't accept the fact
That when I disappear forever
I'll never be back


I might post more, but I'll just have to see how everyone likes this one.

[edit on 29-7-2004 by katt06]

That poem really hit me and I am not much of a poetry reader. I attended a funeral today and am glad that you shared your work.

thank you, I'll get more and post it later. i'm glad it touched you as much as it helps me.

this is not the best poem, wrote it last night, but when you read it think about the special someone in your life who you would have given it all to, but then they just betray you. The person wasn't there to comfort me during my nightmares, leaving me alone to face all my fears....


"Only One"

He sang a song
We danced forever
It made me long
For us to be together

But at night
When I’m alone
I scream in fright
For I am unknown

The world is asleep
Not caring one bit
That in darkness deep
I am ready to quit

It’s determined to get me
The demon that’s inside
I knew you wouldn’t see
Cause when you’re around, he will hide

Cause you won’t stay
When he’s in the air
I am forced to pray
While you don’t care



[edit on 29-7-2004 by katt06]

this was written to the person i thougt was for me. And ended up, he just wanted me dead, and did not care at all

“Never”
I saw you in the street
Looking so upbeat
I put all behind
Just for your kind

I wanted you to know
That I was ready to surrender
So we could grow
And live together

But you had a different goal
And you were to blind to see
So you left me off the pole
And did not include me

But you overlooked
The fact I wouldn’t survive
Go ahead overworked
Cause tomorrow I won’t be alive

Let there be no more
To this pointless war
Fix your messed up head
For you won’t care when I’m dead

We all have demons that worsen our nightmares, wishing they would go away, but they just make it worse

“The Demon”
Its deep inside
It wants to kill
There’s no place to hide
He has the strongest will

He’s present everywhere
Messing with your life
He has no care
That you now have a carving knife

You can’t fight him
There’s no way to die
You can only give in
Life is such a lie

Its here to destroy
He’s here to haunt you
There ain’t no joy
When he wants to pursue

Hi Katt06,

Very nice work...simply bleeds out the pain, which is I guess one of the hidden blessings of poetry.

Welcome to the Forums also...and I 'Applauded' you for posting your thoughts/words/emotions here...which comes with a nice lil bonus of 250 ATS Points.

Well done.


Peace,
ALIEN

Katt these are great, and their honesty is searing. Keep it up, you have a good talent.

Sometimes we feel God hates us, why did he even create us, he's just messin up out lives.

“Dear God”
As I lay in bed
I wonder why You punished me
I think I should be dead
You refused to help me be

You left me off the hook
How can this be?
You did’t include me in Your book
I couldn’t believe You’d do this to me

No words could express
How much I hate You
But I must confess
Not like You’d help me start anew

I’m all alone
As we will see
Cause You have shown
You have no need for me

Because of this romance
I am unforgiven
I lost my chance
To enter heaven

Very nice poems Katt Im not much of a poem writer more a artist. I really liked them a lot keep up with the good work maybe I'll have a go at one or two soon.

se7

Brilliant work,
Im glad you did post them. Thank you for sharing this
excellent work and for the kind words said about my poems
I can't even describe how good "Only One" is

Please keep sharing more,

[edit on 12-8-2004 by infinite]

We do everything to gain trust from certain people: parents, bosses, but no matter what, they sometimes just won’t trust us. When will people learn that we are not perfect?

“Reason of Doubt”
You did not believe me
You treated me wrong
You refused to trust me
What did I do wrong?

What did I do to you?
Why are you treating me so?
Was it something I didn’t do?
Please tell me, for I don’t know

There’s nothing for me
Except to cry
Why won’t you help me see?
I can’t help wonder why

I figured what its all about
It whispers through the air
The reason you doubt
Is because you don’t care

Katt,

It is strange to read your word that seem to come from my mind.
Noone cares is something I have said to myself too many times-by myself or around others it is so true.
Only one is my nights-unable to sleep, I just lie there. There was a tv show on called babalon 5, the end of the intro said, All alone in the night. This seems to be the main idea of that poem-I understand all too well.
The demon inside, tells of the constant fight to do what is moral and right even though your broken heart wants to do revenge you know is dark and wrong.

My heart goes out to you in the way that only someone who knows and has experienced what you have can.

If you find yourself awake at night fighting tears and or your personal demons, you can probably find me in chat, willing to talk and help in anyway I can. I offer friendship and understanding that could only come from someone who expercies the same thing-night sfter night after night.

I can not put poems together like you, but I bet you could pen a poem about being betrayed by friends who said they would be there forever, only to turn on you and cause you harm and unsaid heartache and pain.

If you want to talk, cry or vent, please feel free to u2u me, like no other, I understand.
I hope my help might lessen the pain and allow your heart and not your personal demons to control you and your life.

Signed,
another broken soul

Katt I really enjoyed your poems, I wrote this for you.

To Be Free

Your not all alone with a broken heart
those who were close, have faded away
without words to heal our delicate wound
the light inside us grows dimmer each day.

Staying in darkness does you no good
even a sweet fuzzy fruit begins to sour
no nice smelling rose shall bloom without light
not one song bird will sing if no day shall break.

Hate, fear and anger hurts deep in our souls
look in a mirror for the reflection does show
let go of the past for your future awaits you
warmth from a sunrise will help you to glow.

Hopes, dreams, love and yes romance heals
cast your life line, look at many fish in the sea
livings not that difficult, just try smiling like me
lifes just an intense lesson so learn to be free.

Connie
















[edit on 5-8-2004 by Ycon]

great poems, talent is required to write those, very creative. but hating god is not nice.of course theres always people that hate god.

Originally posted by machinegunjordan
but hating god is not nice

To some being hated by God isnt nice. How could you play so many mind games on man. Why put the wisdom fruit in the garden if not to eat? Putting it there knowing that she would eat it(being all knowing). To give himself a reason to be mad at man, because man will have something he did not. Freedom...... FreeWill.............

thanks all for the relplys, i am currntly working on more!

As i said, i can tell that your hurting alot. I know what its like, 18 long years of hell and still going. You ever want to chat, U2U me ok? I will be happy to listen you and help

Do we have a point here in this world? Do we even accomplish anything? Or are we just placed here for decoration, having no purpose but to add color to the world?

Don’t know what to name this one, if anyone has an idea, tell me

For years I placed my trust in you
In your arms I felt safe
You told me that I had value
And in life, I had a place

You did try to help me change
But I was too confused
This world is so deranged
I couldn't win but had to loose

What did you expect?
I am no one special
In me I see no self-respect
To you I was no one crucial

The world does not need me one bit
Why are people like me alive?
I'm someone the world will not permit
Why should I try to survive?

All I trust now is my knife
On the floor is where I sprawl
Everyone goes on with their life
No one misses me at all


[edit on 13-8-2004 by katt06]

That last poem brought back alot of painful memories about another dark moment in my life. Thank you, i will look forward into reading the rest of your work. You have some great talent