reply to post by jermz
I posted this in another thread, but think i should reach out with you too. I also had the feeling that somehow i had christ in me.
I do not want to scare you all but about 2 weeks ago i had the strangest experience. I was not religious person but what i experienced was like a
direct revelation from god, it was like being hit by lightening, it was immediate and total enlightenment. Many things were revealed to me during this
time through imagery, geometrical images of parallel dimensions, i saw the journey each of our souls must make from one dimension to the next. I know
this sounds absolutely crazy, and i thought i had gone bi-polar at the time, but this is what i experienced so you judge for yourself.
God told me i need to prepare myself to enter the next dimension. He told me the only way to do this is to accept his love. I was told i had to let go
of all attachment to the physical world, including my memories. This made me have sudden attacks of crying that finished as soon as they started. I
also saw the journey of my own soul, and that ultimately i had to make the decision using free will to die, but in dying was just leaving this
dimension and going into the next. I also saw other beings in other dimensions who also saw me, they were not nice beings, who feed off all the souls
that do not follow gods path. During me experience they could not harm me as i felt what was a golden protective shield of gods love around me. I know
this sounds crazy, but wait for the craziest part. Because the feeling of gods love was so amazing, i wanted to meditate on this feeling. When i did
this my entire body started vibrating, oscillating, i allowed my mind to go free and embrace this feeling, thats when i felt i started to levitate off
the bed. At this point i freaked out, and wanted to go back to normality. I felt that the fabric of reality was being exposed to be, like a veil was
being pulled away to reveal the physical world as an illusion.
For three days i had this experience, each night i would sleep for one hour and wake up feeling totally refreshed. My brain was operating at powers i
had never experienced before. I just want to stress that i was not on drugs or stimulants of any type. When this was happening to me my vision became
very blurry, i was seeing traces of my hand when waving it front of me, i also saw dark blogs in the corner of my eyes. Since then i have largely
returned to normal, but still get blurry vision sometimes.
To get totally crazy, during the three days of super brain power, whenever i focused my mind on an object i experienced that i was able to change its
shape. Not much it some much, but bend it or elongate it. It was very freaky. This all sounds crazy, but well, perhaps it is the only thing after all
that can explain life and death. Life is preparation for death. Be prepared and live a live of love, as that is the only way to eternal life.
At first i thought i was going bi-polar then i found that i had the symptoms of what they called a "spiritual awakening".