posted on May, 10 2011 @ 05:15 PM
It's amazing to see all of the responses and next to no in a negative or pessimistic light!
Like many of you have stated, I too have felt "different" since I was a young child. I have had countless weird experiences that have lately made
me feeling a little nervous, antsy, and maybe a bit paranoid. But I know I am only feeling this way because I am extremely sensitive and therefore
aware that something is in the air...A huge sense of change is abound and lately, more than ever, everyday things in the routine of life just seem so
minute and meaningless to me compared to what I feel is the truth. I have a very hard time caring about social issues in my personal life, and even
work, relationships, materialist things of nature too. I have always had VERY intense dreams. I dreamed of 9/11 before it happened, and since then
and maybe before too I have been having what I have always described as "end times" dreams because thats the feeling I get/how I interpret
them/understand. I have always wondered why I have not found more people who took dreams more seriously because I have recognized a distinct
difference and feeling of TRUTH in some of mine, which I never forget over the years.
I saw someone posted that they have a reocurring dream about being on top of a building and "fighting" against another team of people/beings. I
just thought I would also share mine. I had a dream many years ago that has always stuck out to me and not faded from my memory. It's like it stays
close to my heart and protected. But what to do with it??? In my dream, I was with a few others running through a city on foot and being chased by
some white van that looked like a TV crew van or something. I remember some type of graffiti but not in detail. Suddenly, people who looked like
agents or something in black jumped out of the back of the van and I think they captured me and a guy. Long story short, we ended up in hand cuffs
and on top of a tall (I think white maybe not) building. I remember them telling us that they were going to make it look like a giant suicide on top
of the building and that we had committed this for some type of terrorist act. They had tv cameras up top, and I believe helicopters, etc. They were
trying to force us to look like we were a part of the conspiracy! ! ! And this could not be further from the TRUTH! But somehow I knew that the
truth would come out and I was fighting for it in a destiny kind of way. I remember running down the street at night away from these men and trying
to grab anyone who would listen to me and tell them what they were trying to do! I was running in buildings trying to hide but they kept finding us,
and it seemed people thought we were crazy/wouldn't listen/didn't realize the severity. Anyway, I remember a GIANT projection television screen was
turned on reporting live news in the middle of the city, and millions were watching some man give a speech and try to act as though he were bringing
us all together- all of the nations, millions- and that he was rising to leadership before all eyes. It had to be after something catastrophic when
the world was in need and desperately looking for someone with power to lead.
Anyway, the last thing I can remember is a few of us handcuffed and on our knees on top this building in all the chaos, we were going to be blamed for
something huge instead of the truth reaching the people. Only those who would listen would know the truth in these times.
I have dealt with more in my 23 years of life than anyone I have ever met. And I am doing really well now, but still stand amazed looking back and
wondering how I could have been so lost in this world before- because I never felt like that was me. I tried to numb myself and get lost in
alcoholism, eating disorders, the industry, and promiscuousness activity for the last few years, drifting further from who I had always felt called to
be. I spent my college years in rehabs & treatment facilities. Before all that happen my family had always told me something was wrong with me and
put me in and out of psych wards for years of my teenage life, on different medications which I am now completely free of. I don't know why I became
so lost but a part of me feels like something was trying to stop me from realizing & achieving my destiny, and part of me feels like I went through it
because it helped me WAKE UP in the end.
I hope that this finds all of you in peace & love, and I encourage everyone to keep reaching out to one another!!! By NO MISTAKE are WE who are here,
here NOW at this moment! Everyday I am becoming more introverted which I never was before, but I feel like I am working towards a greater cause &
plan. I am searching more than ever before to find the truth and I am driven by something that I cannot describe with great force & passion. I have
a longing to love like I cannot describe! Which also causes me to be even more different. I feel so much and so strong. I think I use to try to
escape it but no chance now, no more. I am praying that God points me to where He wants me to be now & I am completely willing to go wherever that
is! People have always told me I am wise beyond my years, and like many of you mentioned many have come to me for answers. I also felt that longing
to go home and be with God and said many times that I cannot make myself get caught up in things that are so minute because I truly feel something so
much greater and beyond is in store. I am now seeking humanitarian work & mission trips like I use to travel & do as a younger teen.
Sorry to ramble, but I joined because I felt it was time to start to speak up and share, in hopes that we can begin to come together and find the
answers we are searching for together. God Bless You! - B